Why?
Why do you do this to me?
Anyway, don't.
You think you can go in and out of my life like this?
Whatever you want to tell me, tell it but PLEASE stop confusing me, this is not fair.
I don't want to talk to you because I don't want you to know about my life.
Everything is coming again. Problems, thoughts and depression. I can't believe that this moment studying is giving interest to my life because apart from it everything is always the same, not exciting. Just six months and everything will change. I hope.
From today to Monday we have no class. I should start decorating the house with all the Christmas stuff, but I am the only one who cares about it. Christmas spirit doesn't exist in here. We only go to my grandpa's on the important days and then everything seems a bit boring. Every year. And this one won't be an exception.
My uncle hasn't even talked to me to tell me about the trip I'm not gonna do. Somehow I feel released. I don't like people to do me such big favors because then I feel ashamed as if I owed something.
Alma*
Anyway, don't.
You think you can go in and out of my life like this?
Whatever you want to tell me, tell it but PLEASE stop confusing me, this is not fair.
I don't want to talk to you because I don't want you to know about my life.
Everything is coming again. Problems, thoughts and depression. I can't believe that this moment studying is giving interest to my life because apart from it everything is always the same, not exciting. Just six months and everything will change. I hope.
From today to Monday we have no class. I should start decorating the house with all the Christmas stuff, but I am the only one who cares about it. Christmas spirit doesn't exist in here. We only go to my grandpa's on the important days and then everything seems a bit boring. Every year. And this one won't be an exception.
My uncle hasn't even talked to me to tell me about the trip I'm not gonna do. Somehow I feel released. I don't like people to do me such big favors because then I feel ashamed as if I owed something.
Alma*