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[almstpennylayne]

I love my job. I really, really do. Sometimes when I swipe my badge or when I'm running the board, or walking by all the studios I can't believe how lucky I am that I actually get to work here. There are rarely times when I don't want to come to work, and if I start to complain I just remind myself that I could not be working here at all, and then I'm happy again. If I hadn't gotten hired, I'd probably give both my arms for them to let me back in. All that said, I can do more. I want to be on-air so badly, and the mic is just hanging there, mocking me. I want to help program a music channel, I want more responsibility, I want to be full time. I keep applying, keep contacting my higher-ups for help...I don't know what else I can do. I saw my mentor today which was a happy surprise and what I wouldn't give to track for his show.

I'm good at on-air. And I know I could be great. I need to move up the chain. I need to turn on the mic and be heard.