The ABC's of hanging out with friends
so, a little quick update/ rant here...
The A, B, C's of hanging out with my friends....
Everytime I hang out with my friends the following are a list of events of which I think of each time I want to go to wherever they are. I know that these simple abc's are my key to knowing whether or not I want to hang out
a. someone is screaming and probably throwing their limbs around for attention
b. someone is humping the other
c. it's just a bunch of goofing around and play fighting because there isn't anything else to do
d. we watch a movie that we've probably seen a million times
e. group think...everyone dumbs down all thinking and logic
f. there is a room of 6 people, and 4 of them decide to play cards for hours on end, not letting the other two in... totally excluding them and making it some real fun time for themselves
g. someone's bitching
h. one big old massage fest as if it's liek no one gets any
...
i dont feel like being too insulting, that's just my beginning. I dont get it. Everyone went off to college, i got fucking ridiculed for staying at home. I got made fun of by the boy friend I had at the time because I wasn't going off to college to "grow up". I wasn't living a real life. What the fuck guys. This is dumb. I love seeing you all but I honestly have better things to do with my time than sit on a coutch, say meerly two words while Carley kicks and screams, Noel humps someone's head, Brandon and John bitch about something...come on!!! It's so predictable. Give me something new, for real!. I'm not saying that I dont value all of you. I do. Honest. otherwise I would not sit through an hour of nothing while everyone just giggles and has something of fun. It's not fun. it's immature bull. why can't everyone grow up! think a little. do something with their lives. ya know? when we are home from college, or those of you who are away rather, come home, I would like to have an intelligent conversation about meaningful things in life. Philosophical things, conversational things. how's your family, what are you doing in school, what are your thoughts on this issue, or that. Did you know i'm doing this. Does anyone know anything about eachother anymore? or is it just that we think we all have a good time because we just laugh. I enjoy the laughter, but sometimes i really want more. I'm growing up...maybe faster than others...but i need to think about how I want to spend my time.
LIst 1
A. organizing a state wide outreach program to peace and human rights groups in illinois colleges
B. Doing homework
C. Working two jobs
D. Helping on a political campaign
E. Putting together a new club on campus: College democrats
F. Being active in Amnesty International
G. Service hours for my scholarshipo
H. Helping out around my house and spending time with my family
I. Helping Marcus organize the Larame project (forgive my spelling)
J. Getting my stuff together in order to get in to UIC and move out in the fall
or List number 2
A. Sit on a coutch and watch people goof around, make immature jokes, and flirt
I have better ways to make use of my time. not that i don't wish to spend it with you all... i'm just sorta pissed off right now that I sat on a coutch for an hour, watched carley flirt with nick, and a bunch of fighting.
noel, you and katie are honestly the cutest couple ever. I'm so happy for you and i was really glad to see you two together. I think just seeing the both of you together tonight made my night. I'm so happy that you are happy.
Nick, I'm glad I got to see you.
Carley and Shutte, you as well.
That's all I wanted to do. See you guys, so i sat through something Ihated, because I love you all as friends so much that the only thing I want to do is be able to see you and spend time with you. I'll sit there doing something I completely hate. So dont get me wrong. I'm just frustrated.
The A, B, C's of hanging out with my friends....
Everytime I hang out with my friends the following are a list of events of which I think of each time I want to go to wherever they are. I know that these simple abc's are my key to knowing whether or not I want to hang out
a. someone is screaming and probably throwing their limbs around for attention
b. someone is humping the other
c. it's just a bunch of goofing around and play fighting because there isn't anything else to do
d. we watch a movie that we've probably seen a million times
e. group think...everyone dumbs down all thinking and logic
f. there is a room of 6 people, and 4 of them decide to play cards for hours on end, not letting the other two in... totally excluding them and making it some real fun time for themselves
g. someone's bitching
h. one big old massage fest as if it's liek no one gets any
...
i dont feel like being too insulting, that's just my beginning. I dont get it. Everyone went off to college, i got fucking ridiculed for staying at home. I got made fun of by the boy friend I had at the time because I wasn't going off to college to "grow up". I wasn't living a real life. What the fuck guys. This is dumb. I love seeing you all but I honestly have better things to do with my time than sit on a coutch, say meerly two words while Carley kicks and screams, Noel humps someone's head, Brandon and John bitch about something...come on!!! It's so predictable. Give me something new, for real!. I'm not saying that I dont value all of you. I do. Honest. otherwise I would not sit through an hour of nothing while everyone just giggles and has something of fun. It's not fun. it's immature bull. why can't everyone grow up! think a little. do something with their lives. ya know? when we are home from college, or those of you who are away rather, come home, I would like to have an intelligent conversation about meaningful things in life. Philosophical things, conversational things. how's your family, what are you doing in school, what are your thoughts on this issue, or that. Did you know i'm doing this. Does anyone know anything about eachother anymore? or is it just that we think we all have a good time because we just laugh. I enjoy the laughter, but sometimes i really want more. I'm growing up...maybe faster than others...but i need to think about how I want to spend my time.
LIst 1
A. organizing a state wide outreach program to peace and human rights groups in illinois colleges
B. Doing homework
C. Working two jobs
D. Helping on a political campaign
E. Putting together a new club on campus: College democrats
F. Being active in Amnesty International
G. Service hours for my scholarshipo
H. Helping out around my house and spending time with my family
I. Helping Marcus organize the Larame project (forgive my spelling)
J. Getting my stuff together in order to get in to UIC and move out in the fall
or List number 2
A. Sit on a coutch and watch people goof around, make immature jokes, and flirt
I have better ways to make use of my time. not that i don't wish to spend it with you all... i'm just sorta pissed off right now that I sat on a coutch for an hour, watched carley flirt with nick, and a bunch of fighting.
noel, you and katie are honestly the cutest couple ever. I'm so happy for you and i was really glad to see you two together. I think just seeing the both of you together tonight made my night. I'm so happy that you are happy.
Nick, I'm glad I got to see you.
Carley and Shutte, you as well.
That's all I wanted to do. See you guys, so i sat through something Ihated, because I love you all as friends so much that the only thing I want to do is be able to see you and spend time with you. I'll sit there doing something I completely hate. So dont get me wrong. I'm just frustrated.