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aww...love, it just seems to never come my way. my trouble is finding it. i have taken a liking to someone but once again i have no idea if they like me in return. some tell me to just ask them on a date and go from there. well its not that easy you see. i am one the many who do not take rejection very well and its hard to ask for fear of rejection. i hate this fear, its starting to eat me alive and i just cant take it. life does go on of course but for now i'm all caught up in this thing called love or some might say lust. its true i need to suck up my pride and ask her but its hard because all i have is my pride.
i've also learned that i am a demanding little bastard who doesn't take no for an answer. its something i really need to work on. it really gets me in trouble sometimes and turns people off but you know what fuck them. it takes a demanding person to get by in the world and thats what i am.
on the other side i am unfortunately one of the hopeless romantics out there. i dont like to be called that but i have come to terms with that fact. damnit....why do i have to be the nice guy. it sucks.
i just dont know anymore
i've also learned that i am a demanding little bastard who doesn't take no for an answer. its something i really need to work on. it really gets me in trouble sometimes and turns people off but you know what fuck them. it takes a demanding person to get by in the world and thats what i am.
on the other side i am unfortunately one of the hopeless romantics out there. i dont like to be called that but i have come to terms with that fact. damnit....why do i have to be the nice guy. it sucks.
i just dont know anymore