".. Its just a breakdown. I get them all the time. Just let me cry.."
Today was an ok day until i got home. School was shitty.. but its school. Chelsea joined track!! Yay! So we went to practice afterschool. Then rode the shitbox called a bus home and learned that there are alot of dirty dirties that live down our end of Standish. And I got home and asked the mother figure if I could go hang out with Chels, Kenn, and Ian after school tomorrow. She says "no.. the last time you guys went someplace you got in trouble!" Jesus christ.. all we did was have a silly string fight at the mall. NOT A BIG DEAL! Its not like we burnt the mall down.
............3 MORE FUCKING YEARS OF THIS LITTLE TOWN!!
And while I was waiting for Ian to return, I filled out this survey.
::What is your full name: Briana Lee Rowan
::Nicknames: Bri… Sid… midget… black one..
::Birthdate: May 12, 1990
::Where do you live? Standish, ME
::What school do you attend? BEHS
::Siblings and their ages? Aron, 27
::Sex: female
::Righty or Lefty: righty
::Hair color: brownish black
::Eye color: brown
::Height: 5'
::Do you wear contacts or glasses? both
::Do you have any piercings? one in each ear.. wish it was more
::Where do you want more if you do? Eyebrow, belly button, and nose
::Do you have a tattoo? no
::Do you wear any rings? nope
::Do you have a certain fashion you follow? whatever I like
>>>Just Lately<<<
::How are you today? crappy
::What pants are you wearing right now? Tilt pants
::What shirt are you wearing right now? Black volcom shirt
::Where did you just come from? Track practice
::What does your hair look like at the moment? Ponytail.. with bangs out everywhere
::What song are you listening to right now? Wait and bleed:: Slipknot
::What was the last thing you ate? Kit*kat that Phil gave me
::How is the weather right now? Chilly and sunny
::Last person you talked to on the phone: my uncle
::Last Dream you can remember: One that had to do with someone I like.
::Who are you talking to right now? Ian
::What time is it? 5:11
::What are the last four digits of your phone number? 2388
::If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Black.. cause Im a nigger
::Have you ever almost died? Yes… choked on stuff. And I almost drowned
::How do you eat an Oreo? Umm.. I chew them.
::What makes you happy? my friends
::What's the next CD you are going to buy? All Out War
::What's the best advice ever given to you? somethine
::Have you ever won any special awards? Don’t think so.
::What are your future goals? graduate, go to college
::Do you like to dance? sometimes
::Worst sickness you ever had? Flu?
::What's the stupidest thing u've ever done? Oh theres been a bunch.
::What's your favorite memory? Hmm… probably something last summer
::If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be? To be skinnier
::Where do you shop the most? PacSun, and Hot Topic
::How many kids do you want to have? 2
::Son's name? Corey
::Daughter's? Anyana
::Do you do drugs? nope
::Do you drink? sometimes
::What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? Suave
::What sport do you hate the most? Hockey and football.
::What are you most scared of? spider, heights,snakes.. and being alone
::Do you have your own phone line or cell phone? No. Im a poor black girl.
::Do you sleep with a stuffed animals? sometimes
::Who do you tell your dreams too? Usually Nikki and Chelsea
::Who's the loudest friend you have? Jess
::Who's the quietest friend? Nikki.. only when shes with anyone but me :P
>Misc. Stuff<<<
::Is cheerleading a sport? I guess so
::Do you have a crush? yes
::Who is your crush? Not saying.. cause he’ll read this
::Do you believe in Love at first sight? sometimes
::What song do you want played at your wedding? Well it was gonna be lonestar, but my brother stole that song. So prolly “Could not ask for more” Edwin McCain
::What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Smile and hair
::Longest crush? Davy probably. But we went out like 8 times. Dont know if that counts?
::Do you find yourself attractive? More then the dirty dirties
::Do you find yourself ugly? yes
::Do others find you attractive? Some do. Most don’t.
>>>Which Is Worse<<<
::Making out with Boy George or Rob Zombie? boy george
::Having your tonsils or appendix removed? appendix
>>On Guys<<<
::Boxers or briefs: boxers
::Long or short hair: long
::Curly or straight: straight
::Tall or short: tall. But doesn’t really matter.
::Six pack or muscular arms? six pack
::who's your hottest friend? Alex
>>>This Or That<<<
::Lights on/off?: off
::Do you like snow, sun or rain? Sun. Altho its fun to dance in the rain
::Mickey D's or BK? mickey ds
::Do you like scary or happy movies better? scary
::Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? backstreet boys
::On the phone or in person? in person
::Paper or plastic? plastic
::Sausage or pepperoni? pepperoni
::Summer or winter? summer
::Hugs or kisses? depends
::Chocolate or white milk: chocolate
::Root Beer or Dr. Pepper?: rootbeer
::Glass half full or half empty: half empty
::CD or Tape: cd
::Tape or DVD: dvd
::Cats or Dogs: cats
::Mud or Jell-O wrestling: neither
::Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla
::Skiing or Boarding: boarding
::Day or night: night
::Cake or pie: cake ß haha that reminds me of kenn
::Silver or gold: silver
::Diamond or pearl: diamond
::Sunset or sunrise: sunset
>>Favorites<<<
::Color: black and red
::Food: tacos and pasta
::Fast Food: Sbarro
::Beverage: Sprite
::Ice Cream Flavor: Cookie dough
::sport: basketball
::Animal: Turtles and penguins
::Type of music? rock
::Radio Station: 94.3 rock
::Song: too many
::Band: Slipknot… Godsmack… the Used… From first to last
::Number: 13
:Actor or actress? Seth Green//Jennifer Aniston
::day of the year? June 1rst
::month? july
::TV Show: Boy Meets worls and viva la bam
::Store: Hot Topic
::Scent: ……
::Game: twister
>>>Have You Ever<<<
::Loved someone soo much it makes you cry? yes
::Smoked? yes
::Drank? yes
::Broken the law? yes
::Stole something? yes
::Tried to kill yourself? no
::Made yourself throw up? yes
::Been in love? yes
::Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yes
Bold the things that apply to you.
i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me
i am an only child.
i am a shopoholic.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.
i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
my parents are strict.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a guy.
i have way too many purses.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense in direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's girl.
i love kisses on my forehead.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i played on a guys sports team
i become stressed easily.
i hate liars.
i like comfy sweatpants.
i can play the piano.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.ß at times
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i have food allergies.
i love little kids.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone.
i love summer.
i love the weekends.
i love black eyeliner.
i think im pretty.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.
i have never been camping.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows my full story of my life.
i am close with my parents.
i don't have a curfew.