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Its been a long time. im in miami already for my one week break before summer school. i have to make the best of this week i guess. I guess this week is starting off good. Renzo called, we talked for a while. it was like an explanation of why we havent talked, eventhough it was really wasnt directly said, just implied. I guess im as much at fault as he was. Takes two to tango no. But yeah. Hopefully this summer will be better. Return to good old times.
So much has happened since the last time that I wrote here, i have done alot of stupid things, as have other people, but im not going to mention any names. Smoked from a hooka, eventhough ive sworn off tobacco. This is what makes me a hypocrite. But i guess its done and over with and i hope not to do it again. nothing is attained from smoking tobacco but addiction and sickness. These are things i do not want. Ive seen what it can do and its not for me. been smoking some of the good stuff, the incenses. Yup. That, you get something from, which is worth getting.
WORST SEMESTER EVER. academically. Though it might be the most memorable semester because of all the clean sober fun we had. YEAH SOBER! most of it.
The last week was like an episode of The Real World: Gainesville. Everyone left at different times. All the goodbyes. holy shit look, it says goodb yes... whatever that means. Sorry just easily amused. But yeah its not goodbyes, its actually more like farewells. Mostly everyone i wont see is going to another country at some point in the summer. Ill be in gville. oh fun. but ill be with my new best friends. Thats the bright side.
I think im psuedo cursed. Everything has been break in front of me. My fan almost fell again. The AC was not working on the same day. I jinxed myself on bretts bday by saying that we never break cups, just to find one in the kitchen cracked. WTF mate? Some other stuff got broken up to. Got to Miami, Used the microwave to warm some milk, and sparks start coming out. freak out. broken. but we already got a new one, its much cooler.
WE got the coolest apartment for next year. Im looking forward to living there, but not looking forward to moving my shit there. Thats as far as i can see into the future. I rather not think about the other things, eventhough somepeople like to remind me about it. I rather not think about it.
So now im in miami, completely broke. Dont know if im going to buy a car ever. Actually i dont think that will happen this summer. Ill have to wait until fall, all the money ill save from the rent. no more living from paycheck to paycheck. I feel like ive learned to manage my money properly. Got really cheap beds, cheap apartment, cheap everything. man i even got really good cheap incenses. Thats the life. lol.
its funny how when somethings get broken, other things get fixed. But you have to ask yourself whats better, what was broken or what was fixed?
So much has happened since the last time that I wrote here, i have done alot of stupid things, as have other people, but im not going to mention any names. Smoked from a hooka, eventhough ive sworn off tobacco. This is what makes me a hypocrite. But i guess its done and over with and i hope not to do it again. nothing is attained from smoking tobacco but addiction and sickness. These are things i do not want. Ive seen what it can do and its not for me. been smoking some of the good stuff, the incenses. Yup. That, you get something from, which is worth getting.
WORST SEMESTER EVER. academically. Though it might be the most memorable semester because of all the clean sober fun we had. YEAH SOBER! most of it.
The last week was like an episode of The Real World: Gainesville. Everyone left at different times. All the goodbyes. holy shit look, it says goodb yes... whatever that means. Sorry just easily amused. But yeah its not goodbyes, its actually more like farewells. Mostly everyone i wont see is going to another country at some point in the summer. Ill be in gville. oh fun. but ill be with my new best friends. Thats the bright side.
I think im psuedo cursed. Everything has been break in front of me. My fan almost fell again. The AC was not working on the same day. I jinxed myself on bretts bday by saying that we never break cups, just to find one in the kitchen cracked. WTF mate? Some other stuff got broken up to. Got to Miami, Used the microwave to warm some milk, and sparks start coming out. freak out. broken. but we already got a new one, its much cooler.
WE got the coolest apartment for next year. Im looking forward to living there, but not looking forward to moving my shit there. Thats as far as i can see into the future. I rather not think about the other things, eventhough somepeople like to remind me about it. I rather not think about it.
So now im in miami, completely broke. Dont know if im going to buy a car ever. Actually i dont think that will happen this summer. Ill have to wait until fall, all the money ill save from the rent. no more living from paycheck to paycheck. I feel like ive learned to manage my money properly. Got really cheap beds, cheap apartment, cheap everything. man i even got really good cheap incenses. Thats the life. lol.
its funny how when somethings get broken, other things get fixed. But you have to ask yourself whats better, what was broken or what was fixed?