starting over
So yeah, I got to start over. Trying to find happiness again, look for comfort, all that good stuff. Everything is always changing, and i feel like im the only one thats staying behind. i dont know what to do. I feel alone. What to do? This sucks. I dont even know to change. Im all talk, and no walk. I stuck in a freaking whole. I feel insignificant and unimportant. Everyone and everything comes ahead of me. I might be melodramatic right now, but i just felt i need to put this somewhere. Keeping it inside isnt good. I dont know. I suck. If its not one thing, its another. I also feel handicapped because i cant even express myself properly. I feel trapped. I think ill just bury myself and school and make believe that there is nothing wrong, try to do well in school, and find happiness in that.