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I was pretty happy today. Ran 3 miles at the Rose Bowl in the morning then another 3 in the afternoon. Then went to the gym in the evening with my mom. Cycled for 10 minutes and went on the elliptical machine for 20 minutes (265 calories). Felling good. Man, Doritos keep calling me though hahaha. I'm suppose to fast until Friday.
Tomorrow I'm also supposed to run 9 miles, how crazy would that be? I guess I can do it physically but I don't know about mentally. Ugh, me and my big mouth. I mentioned it t Shane and now if I do it he says he'll send me some pictures (and we all know I miss the boy). I know he went along with it not because he thinks I'm a whale but because he wants me to reach whatever goals I set for myself and so he's being supportive. But of course there's always a little voice telling me that he's really thinking I'm fat even though he straight out said no when I asked and had said I was sexy and perfect etc. before that.
Anyway, want food but won't have it. Please just let the scale show that I've lost something and have it mean something too (i.e. show on my body). Ahhh I'm so impatient and need to see some results.
Won't weigh myself until later...I think I said Sunday last post, we'll see.
Tomorrow I'm also supposed to run 9 miles, how crazy would that be? I guess I can do it physically but I don't know about mentally. Ugh, me and my big mouth. I mentioned it t Shane and now if I do it he says he'll send me some pictures (and we all know I miss the boy). I know he went along with it not because he thinks I'm a whale but because he wants me to reach whatever goals I set for myself and so he's being supportive. But of course there's always a little voice telling me that he's really thinking I'm fat even though he straight out said no when I asked and had said I was sexy and perfect etc. before that.
Anyway, want food but won't have it. Please just let the scale show that I've lost something and have it mean something too (i.e. show on my body). Ahhh I'm so impatient and need to see some results.
Won't weigh myself until later...I think I said Sunday last post, we'll see.