Feb 02, 2006 21:18
This world is changing before my eyes and I can barely keep up
or maybe it's just me...
I am changing and moving, and wanting and loving and knowing everything is going to be alright now.
We are doing well, overjoyed at the thought of bringing new life
but scared the same
I'm feeling incompitant, I don't know how to do this right.
I know what I don't want to do, but I don't know what to do to make things alright.
I know it is inevitable that I will indeed make many mistakes, but I don't want to be an example like what I had in my life.
I just don't want it that way, and I hope that I can be
everything that God has intended for me to be able to fulfill my dreams and my career, as well as raise a son.
I am scared, and nervous and excided and sure and unsure everyday.
This is more than I can handle, more than I can comprehend, and bare sometimes.
We'll be okay I know, we will be ok. Sometimes I don't know for sure, but I know somehow we will be okay.