how about that
somehow, someway, i am going to find a way to change everything. i can't continue on like this, even if it means doing something drastic like switching schools, which i definitely don't want to do. but i might have to, because life is not fair in anyway right now. i need me some sanity.
i am trapped knowing that i will always love and care deeply about many people. but that doesn't mean i can't change things. that doesn't mean that i can't find a way to not spend all of my time devastated and miserable over everyone. i have so much love for people, which is why it's heartbreaking that trying isn't good enough anymore.
oh yeah, and yesterday was october 15th. and this time no one knew. and i didn't mention it all day. which was more painful than you could possibly imagine.
oh and everyone should come to the concert tonight and support love, hallie.
extra credit essays and weddings are calling.