Selfish vs. self-less

[almosthuman]

I am so tired of being self-less.

I have always put everyones needs in front of my own.

Well .. ya know what!?

I don't give a shit that some guy that I like and kissed ME has a girlfriend.

I don't give a shit that I have had 6 jobs this year (granted 2 and 2 jobs where at the same company) and I went on another interview today.

I could care less about anyone elses feelings but my own. Cause ya know what...no one cares about mine.

::breathe::

I shouldn't say no one.

Thats rather harsh.

Cause I have wonderful friends that think the world of me.

I guess what frustrates me about friends... is that there are so many of them.... and finally.. I realize (and I can stop mourning for the ones that I 'lost') that the ones that where my "good friends" where never that. If they where...they would still be around, right?

Right!

I am just tired I guess.

Tired of everything.

Bleh!

things will get better. I promise myself that....and I see a light in the distance...and whatever is beyond that horizen will be fantasic...

because...it...is...what...I...deserve.

==The End==