Apr 03, 2006 12:28
So my heart beats faster each week as I draw closer to leaving for the summer.
I'm so excited and scared and nervous and sad and happy and anxious and every feeling you could think of.
Here is a poem I heard that kinda thoroughly describes what I am feeling and what God is leading me toward in Peru and in foreign missions for the rest of my life.. It's called Ants in the Sugar Bowl.
So I send you to ants in the sugar bowl. To things that fly, creep and crawl into the house. So I send you to uncertain water and sporadic electricity. To long hours, sweltering heat, exhausting days. So I send you to uncomfortable vehicles, crowded jeeps, smelly buses. To noisy early, EARLY mornings. So I send you to rice, rice and more rice. To poverty you didnt believe existed. So I send you to masses of people like you have never seen. To know and work with people who have never even known any kind of comfort. So I send you and I expect you to adjust.
So I send you to people who will give to you in the middle of the poverty. To friends that will embarress you with their generosity. So I send you to pastors that will entertain you from their lack, with bounty. To hungry, receptive, questioning people who want to know God. So I send you to study, to teach, and to learn. To probe your very own motives, values and beliefs. So I send you to learn about yourself and the culture that has reared you. To know God and to understand more deeply... dependence on Him.
So I send you.
Are you going? Because I will go with you all the way.
Isnt that amazing? That's my life. My heart. My God. My Savior.
2 Timothy 4:5 says, "But you should keep a clear mind in every situation. Dont be afraid of suffering for the Lord. Work at bringing others to Christ. Complete the ministry God has given you."