Jul 11, 2009 10:55
I don't know what I'm doing with myself.
I don't want to bounce from one person to the next. But I don't want to be alone either. And David still lays claim to my heart. I'm just so frustrated with the way my life is turning out. And I don't know how to change it. I am almost 24 years old. I feel like something more should be happening. I wish David and I could have stayed together. I wish I didn't have to come back on Tuesday.
What if I just ran away? Said fuck it and never came back. I wouldn't last very long. Not with my financial situation.