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back from vacation WAY too soon. =(
the only thing i want to do right now is curl up and my bed and talk to tyler.
i wish this wasnt like this.
i wish i didnt hurt so bad.
i wish that the "forgetting" process from etneral sunshine of the spotless mind was real.
i wish i didnt feel anything.
i wish i couldnt feel anything.
i wish for too many things beyond my contol.
i wish i didnt miss him.