does anybody read this anymore...?
saturday night was one of the most awful nights of my life. actually, it wasn't really until 3 o'clock sunday morning that it got bad. tengo dos palabras para ti: alcohol poisoning. i threw up for 8 straight hours. i was shaking and in like physical pain, i couldn't even keep water down. finally my dearest babes ashley got me gatorade around noon and i got that to stay down (which is a real relief after dry heaves and throwing up bile). so then we drove home, and all is well now, though just the thought of alcohol makes me feel ill now. will i ever drink again???
in other news...
i went to orientation. honestly, i'm scared. i hated being there. there was no problem really with the school or the people or anything, i just didn't want to be away. i don't really know what i want anymore, and i missed home so much. i called my mom like 20 times during the 32 hours of orientation, and i called brandon almost as much. i'm really afraid of leaving. i've never been homesick before. it's so frightening to think that in less than 2 months, life as i've know it for the past 7 years will be over.
in other news...
i went to orientation. honestly, i'm scared. i hated being there. there was no problem really with the school or the people or anything, i just didn't want to be away. i don't really know what i want anymore, and i missed home so much. i called my mom like 20 times during the 32 hours of orientation, and i called brandon almost as much. i'm really afraid of leaving. i've never been homesick before. it's so frightening to think that in less than 2 months, life as i've know it for the past 7 years will be over.