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sometimes we think we really want something, and then we get it, nd we aren't sure if we want it anymore. i don't like this indecision, or these troubling thoughts. i also don't like massive hangovers that are still there when you drag your wine chugging ass out of bed at 4pm. ugh, don't get drunk on wine. you will regret it the next day. in the words of the infinitely wise kim nelson, "you don't have to drink like 5 bottles of wine for a hangover. it only takes one sip and the hangover hits." too much alcohol. im tired of drinking and i've only done it 4 times since february. partying just gets so old so fast. in other news, yesterday was one month for me and brandon. i love that...just being with him makes me so happy. the god that i don't really believe in sent me an angel...or something like that. things are good and looking good for once. it's been one of the best months of my life, despite the inner conflict.