subject shmubject
the wedding sucked. and thats all i did today. i went down to the church to be shown all the stuff i would have to deal with there. my dad made me listen to led zepplin on the way there, i had brought my cds to listen but he wouldnt let me. so then we went to my grandmothers house and came home. im taking it easy for a bit and my dad tells me that i have to "go down there" for music stuff... so i think "down there" that means the church. i drive to lecanto... no ones there. they are all at the courthouse. by the time i get there everyone is dressed up and ready to go. im in jeans and a t shirt, i need a shave and a shower and im being told that i have to play the music there too. i didnt know that. apparently i was told this in the morning when my mom woke me up. not the best time to tell me anything at all. so i come home and do all these things, shower, shave, wear my effing suit and im back at the church...4 hours of country music. when i get married... no rednecks straight up, none. i thought wed have to mop up tobacco spit from the floors. on the way home atom is calling ppl and serving and going too fast and we get pulled over. the cop asked if we had any kind of drugs or illegal stuff on us. and for some reason i had to give him my ID even though i wasnt driving. i get home and i called jocelyn(a friend in utah) that was cool. talked to a few ppl, michelle and kelesy or chelease or however. and then kendra starts giving me crap on AIM. stuff like how she is "done trying to be friends..." and then something about how i have to be interested in her in order to want to talk to her... a bunch of crap. it made me sick.
my dad likes pulling the parent card on me. my mom too. i dont get it. they are my parents so they control me for no other reason than that. they can treat me like crap and i cant do a thing/ they can come to whatever level im on and i cant ever go up to theirs. i think thats a bunch of crap. they give me crap all the time, so i give it back. they try to make fun of me or tease me or whatever they want to do and i will go off on them like i would to someone my age doing the same thing. hypocrites. that also makes me sick.
in conclusion this day really just sucked. i wish i had talked to cori because that usually makes me feel better. but i got her voice mail and now its too late to call. stupid everything.
my dad likes pulling the parent card on me. my mom too. i dont get it. they are my parents so they control me for no other reason than that. they can treat me like crap and i cant do a thing/ they can come to whatever level im on and i cant ever go up to theirs. i think thats a bunch of crap. they give me crap all the time, so i give it back. they try to make fun of me or tease me or whatever they want to do and i will go off on them like i would to someone my age doing the same thing. hypocrites. that also makes me sick.
in conclusion this day really just sucked. i wish i had talked to cori because that usually makes me feel better. but i got her voice mail and now its too late to call. stupid everything.