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Its pretty bad when even your shrink tells you to do the same thing that you have been wanting to do, but wouldnt be able to find the words to say even if you did. I dont know what to do really, I know that I should do something. Maybe Im just being stubborn and waiting for someone else to take the first step.
I am too stressed for time today and shouldnt even really be on lj in the first place.
So maybe tomorrow.
"Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could
All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
The splintered mast I'm holding won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
....
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore?
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes"
I am too stressed for time today and shouldnt even really be on lj in the first place.
So maybe tomorrow.
"Please don't let this turn into something it's not
I can only give you everything I've got
I can't be as sorry as you think I should
But I still love you more than anyone else could
All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight
Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right
The splintered mast I'm holding won't save me long
Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong
....
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore?
You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes"