Feb 08, 2006 00:28
I ruined almost all of February 7, 2006. It being half an hour into February 8, I actually don't think the first half of today will prove to be much better. I can only hope for a turnaround when I wake up again at noon.
I'm thinking about leaving tonight. Waiting til Chris is asleep and then driving off to a graveyard or some place peaceful. I'm a little down on myself. Something tells me my thoughts won't settle unless I'm alone.
I wish my mind was as colorful as it used to be. It all started fading out with the red in my hair.
I need to experience something groundbreaking.