I feel...violated
I wish there was a way to un-experience something. T-T
I had to go to the doctor this afternoon, the one for...girl parts. I thought I was going to die. Thinking about it makes me want to die.
I had to put my feet in these...stirrup things. Lying on my back, almost all naked. Then...the doctor...put this horrible plastic thing in me...to keep me...open. And he..he...he reached INSIDE. There were other things, but...they were all bad and wrong and....Idon'twanttodothateveragain.
ooc: Yes, the cut is messed up on purpose. XD
I had to go to the doctor this afternoon, the one for...girl parts. I thought I was going to die. Thinking about it makes me want to die.
I had to put my feet in these...stirrup things. Lying on my back, almost all naked. Then...the doctor...put this horrible plastic thing in me...to keep me...open. And he..he...he reached INSIDE. There were other things, but...they were all bad and wrong and....Idon'twanttodothateveragain.
ooc: Yes, the cut is messed up on purpose. XD