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I hate this feeling that I am constantly wasting my time. Every second is another second wasted. I don't really know what I want though, let alone how to go about getting it. I want to go on tour for a month or longer, that's about the only thing I really know I want to do.
My cousin asked me if I was 18 and I hesitated and then said yes. How am I ever going to deal with turning like, 30? I already feel like time is running out.
I can't remember the last time I actually felt relaxed. Sometimes I feel relaxed, but I always know the feeling of being relaxed is going to wear off. I always feel like I have to be ready to attack, or at least ready to defend myself.
I have to go.
My cousin asked me if I was 18 and I hesitated and then said yes. How am I ever going to deal with turning like, 30? I already feel like time is running out.
I can't remember the last time I actually felt relaxed. Sometimes I feel relaxed, but I always know the feeling of being relaxed is going to wear off. I always feel like I have to be ready to attack, or at least ready to defend myself.
I have to go.