As shit cont.
If I am not crying I am sleeping. If I am not sleeping I am crying. Or if not either of that I am crying in my sleep so what is the difference? Nothing. Because my ASS IS TO DEPRESSED TO KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE. I just want to be home and want to be where I am loved. Because in places like this I need to figure out a lot of things. I want to just be home I want to just find out the right from wrong. I want to know when I will get out. I want to know how much longer this will take. I want to know all I want to know everything... But then again I know a little to much for my own good right now. But If I am not sleeping I am crying and If I am not crying I am sleeping Or I am just crying in my sleep.
No one can help me now. Things have gotten to far. Things are just no the way things should be. I am not where I belong. I won't be for a long time. I am ready to snap on everyone and everything in life. So where is this all going to lead to.
Because right about now to be on a SERIOUS note:
I would really rather be 6 FEET UNDER then being in this place because this place makes me want to kill people makes me want revenge on everything, Too many things are coming back up in my life by being here but no one understands that. All everyone FUCKING SEE IS A LITTLE FUCKING GIRL THAT IS STILL LOST AND DOESN'T KNOW HER WAY FOR ANYTHING NOTHING!! NOTHING I TELL YOU NOTHING!!! IT IS RIDICULOUS I CAN'T STAND ALL OF THIS SHIT I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO ANYMORE I JUST WANT PEOPLE DEAD I WANT TO REVENGE THAT I WANT TO GET FOR EVERYONE THAT HAS HURT ME IN MY LIFE. SO REVENGER IS SWEET AND I WILL GET IT EVEN IF IT MEANS THAT I HAVE TO DIE IN THE PROCESS
So yeah people are going to be getting fucked over by me and that is that because you know who all of you are that are going to get fucked over. You fuck me over once shame on me fuck me over twice shame on you. because now you are the one getting fucked!!!! Ain't no one stopping me now!!
No one can help me now. Things have gotten to far. Things are just no the way things should be. I am not where I belong. I won't be for a long time. I am ready to snap on everyone and everything in life. So where is this all going to lead to.
Because right about now to be on a SERIOUS note:
I would really rather be 6 FEET UNDER then being in this place because this place makes me want to kill people makes me want revenge on everything, Too many things are coming back up in my life by being here but no one understands that. All everyone FUCKING SEE IS A LITTLE FUCKING GIRL THAT IS STILL LOST AND DOESN'T KNOW HER WAY FOR ANYTHING NOTHING!! NOTHING I TELL YOU NOTHING!!! IT IS RIDICULOUS I CAN'T STAND ALL OF THIS SHIT I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM GOING TO DO ANYMORE I JUST WANT PEOPLE DEAD I WANT TO REVENGE THAT I WANT TO GET FOR EVERYONE THAT HAS HURT ME IN MY LIFE. SO REVENGER IS SWEET AND I WILL GET IT EVEN IF IT MEANS THAT I HAVE TO DIE IN THE PROCESS
So yeah people are going to be getting fucked over by me and that is that because you know who all of you are that are going to get fucked over. You fuck me over once shame on me fuck me over twice shame on you. because now you are the one getting fucked!!!! Ain't no one stopping me now!!