we lost unfortuanley
these two dayz have been amzing.completyely amazing :)
sunday morning i woke up got dressed ect for out last game. We wore our pink shorts that sayed cudas on the booty in blue with our white pink and blue shirt for competition. we had pink ribbons in our hair and wore our practice shoes.
around 2 o clock rita and dana picked me up and we drove to orlando to winterpark.
i brought my cheer stuff for competition and i was soo exicted lol.
yea btw..iam using dana lol, shes a dumb bicth but her moms nice so whever >_>;;;
anywoo we got lost a cpuple times but made it to the feild and had sum funzers, expecialy me and kelly green lol. we sayed the one cheer from bring it on, "iam sexy,iam cute" and then played around lots.
we had nicole and chelsea there too. after the game (we lost btw lol like 14 to 36 i think?)
anwyas we went to our hotel, the mariot about um..7 blocks away form the TD waterhouse.
we got there unpacked and ran around, dana dicthed me well i dicthed her lol, she hung out with kyleigh, and i hung out with multiple ppl, mosly lexi, haylei, kelly, and ally.
we played in the exercise room, hung out with kelly in her room on the cpu with ally while watching bring it on. we ran around doing my homework, going on the elvator that took a milion years to acatuly get down to the floor you needed.
well it got to 10 and we went to nicole and chelseas room and had a disscusion about competiton. it was fun but we didnt learn anything we didnt alrayd know.
then we went to our rooms and hit the sack.
well not us...fucking dana was soooooooo anoying i wnated to bop her in the face.
she broguht kyleigh who spent the night with us too.
all night they played card games with the light on after time after time her mom asked her to go to bed and she gave a fucking atitude.
kyleigh wnast bad at all really, just follawing whatver dana sayed. finaly they went to bed and i was abotu to kill them both.
well after that we woke up...4 in the moring!
i took a shower first and it was akward cuz i wanted to get dressed in the closet and her mom laughed at me. i was like..okay? wtf iam a homo phobe so what? let me get dressed. so i did but then i was wahsing my face and dana was like...oh whats that (the proactiv) and i was like dude.."uh hellooo, learn how to read..its proactiv..gosh..."
LOL it was so funny, the whole time thats the first thing i got to say and i was so happy lol. well after getting dressed, we put on our crop tops and are bloomers with our cuda pants and our skirt, our socks and our nike shoes. then we all went down to nicoles and chelseas room and got our hair did.
omg everyones hair looked soo good, halei's hair was the cutest i think lol
serious though all of there hair was sooo CUTE!
well exept danas cuz it made her look like a poodle...lol an ugly poodle.
well everyones hair got done but mine was last, and it came out sooo AWOSME lol
she wipped it up into a bun and put that ahir paice onn maaaaaaaaaan, i looked like i had a hair creature of blakc culry springs on my head jiggly and wiggly everywhere!
lol. after that we went outside the lobby and took non stop pictures, which was so much fun lol!
then we went in jodis car, me danny d, britnay, kelly, jessica, becca, and kyleigh. and we got dropped off at TD.
we went on the steps and there was about 13 diff teams and 5 diff sqauds.
some had there hair half way did, while some had theres like ours but ours seemed prettier lol, some had striagjt pony tails some have striagjt wwith a curl at the end, some has briads and other buns. either way its was awosme. we cheered on the steps for about 20 misn then went inside. then wlaked into the staduim part and wow..it was big..like an nfl staduim expet a backetball staduim with a plushy bolue mat in the middle. so we sat and waited and talked while other teams and spectators came and sat.
the side where the judges where has the fans and on the other side was all of us cheerleaders. so after baout 20 misn they srtared, coming out with the american flag and two representatives of each sqaud, in our case, jluv and danny d.
at that momet i relized the staduim looke dlike a sea of freaking cheerleaders maaan!
its was major cool dawg, then after that cheer sqaud afetr cheer sqaud from pee wees to jr..dayyum.
finaly our jr peewees came on! omg! they where sooooooooooooo good!
they had such a cute cheer and stuff and there finale basket toss was soo high lol!!!
it was soo awsome!
after that we had a break and i ate some nachos and some pretxel lol and soem ice cream.
Nicole and chelsea found some cheap makeup and put it on us, giving us pink and white eye shadow and balck mascara with sparkly lipgloss.
then our jr. midgets came on maan!!
lol! it was awsome! alyssa looked sooo cute all of them and the stunts where wonderful!
facials and tight movemnts and everthing!
after them thoguh we had to run to the tunnel..our time to shine was coming up!
i was soo exited going to that tunnel, there was another teeam neear us we could see but we had to whisper and stuff..it was gay
i was so exited!. it suckred though cuz the teams that we went up agianst we didtn get to see..all 8 of em...so it was like a disadvantage in a way. finaly we got outsie to practice and we did a practice run of our cheer really quick and our show and gos
then we had to rush and get out of there to do our preformance.
we sat there..anxious waiting for the time ahead to finaly effing finish!!!
we stood nervous but tingly as we rubbed the spirit stick and made a wish handing it to the girl next to us,
we stood, hands on our hips smileing, grinning, and to me, feeling i was gonna cry becaus i made it this far, and iam in this tunnel and iam gonna do this! i felt yhapy and sad but anxious and exited to do good!
and then we started moving! and out the tunnel we went, and all those lights and people staring is wodeful..and magiclay and makes you feel empowered, so i strutted my sterf and smiled all handy dandy as the fat balkc guy told us to move on the floor!
AND WE BURST OUT WITH OUT CUDA SPIRIT!!
screaimg yelling go big red, go cudas, cudas rock the house, number one, new smyrina, baracudas!
then we got in our positions smiling i know and clapped with my mouth open doing our silly fun facials and we got into our prep!
aitn no other aint no other mother!!! it went for a song as we did our little dip big dip up, then a cradle which was wobble thanx to fucking beanca...then go i go 2 go three! And then our toe tochhes!!! me and kelly's legs flipped up like butterlfys i could tell aswell as some others and then wink after flirtasious smile after omgaaawd open mouth wink turn bob bob head swing as we did our show and go. which acatuly we went off by one count but frankly it looked cute cuz it looked as if it was apart of the show. maan we flew lexi up to lol!!!
then HEY HEY HERE WE GO..BARRA..CUDDAS!
then tight V! as i turned around winking at the crowd lol!
then silence..
LETS DO IT!
ahh snap the cuda girls are back well own the floor just like before this yera we cnat be stopped , were not the same were off the chain, were going to the top!
were number one weve just begun to prove to you whos best , were gonna show just so you know whos gonna be the best! so help us out get up and shout!!
lets go cudas..lets go CUDAS!
and at theat moment we had ally up in a prep with hannah AND becca in there hands!
and oh boy did it feel good!
doing tyhat i smiled and winked and bobbled and then craddled her out. then 1.2.3~bobble head smile wink wink and triangle run walk. turing back winking at the judges and the crowd and feeling so good. hitting eahc movemnet smiling tight and winking and purisng my lips and screaming the cheers to be heard! and then the ending..fast it came to lol!..and yet it seems like a bad ending in a way. idk prob cuz all the bottom leg workers, including me did it at diff times.. maaan T_T
oh well but omg my adrleine was running and we showed spirit going off the mat and stuff golly...lol WOW it was amzing. and we went to our seetats and somone even sayed my facilas were amzing lol and alyssa came up to me giving us mad props! OMG IT WAS SOO FUCKING COOL!!!
then after a long wiat doing tohers syuff..unfotaunley the awards came.
all of us cuda teams held eahc others hands and heads down paryed, waiting wishing and somwhat reayd to cry as eahc other..teams named was called and the first dissapointment came...the pewees..who wroked so hard.....with mallory and dallas, and the one really nie blonde gurl...when there name wast called after a milisecond from 1st place name theere heads fell lower, covered up, turing tan or pale to instant red, mascara running and , teras pouring and we rushed to them and i held a lil blonde gurl and i started crying it clicked that there not going, this fucking team thats so cute, so hard working sint going...
seeing dallas cry broke my heart too...
then the second disspaointmnet happned.
they called jr midgets intermidate small, alyssas team..4th place called 3rd..2nd, and then we really thoguth mayeb thed get first..but the first syllbale didnt start with an NEW sound..so outr hands so tight felt flimsy and we looked over at our fellow girls,
i loom over and i se alyssa and malory both bawling teraing, i see my one balkc gurl friend so dispointed tearting up and iam distrught, what if we dotn make it...
but then midget small intermediante came up!
and i thoguth fo sho we was going to win..all of us, sat there heads low and looking around for them to start alrady, i looked over and courney and britny were crying, ally teary, and a few other too..and i felt so stupid and upset and sad, becuz we migth not when so i clchned britnay's hands tighter and ms suzanz and closed my eyes shut as the called 4th 3rd and 2nd and we all looked at each other somwhat then holding our heads down...and he called out the name and...
it wasnt us
i have never got so sad to cry on the spot like that...
to see malory and alyssa and dallas cry becasue they lost, when they have next year, made be heartbroken, but then ir elized there is no next year really.
me and britnay cryed togther and started getting up, mascara running all over my face and feeling like crap, the only ones who didnt really cry was danny d and kelly greene.
which i didnt undertsand, they were the ones so enthusastic yet didnt feel remorse, maybe they were showing good sportsman ship idk but asd i lookd bakc seeing everyone crying i looked around and saw others too, not form my team,..but from all the tohers..
sad sad dispaointed girls...expcialy me
i finaly found somthing thta maybe my parenst woudl be proud of and yet i lose, my team loses, my team i love so much that i hoped woudl have never ended.
were not going to reginals...were not having another practice or a meeting to get new bloomers or hair suplies..were not..and thats sad
we sat ther on the td waterhouse steps crying while the coashes tryed to cheer us up, they said to "remmber the feeling of going up on stage with the cameras snapping, the lights glaring and sparkling the crowd cheering, all the clolors of the other girls uniforms, and the feel and adline rush of being onstage like that". and it made sense...i stopped feeling bad somwhat, i mena iam still sad but i never wnat to forget that feeling never ever and i want it bright as day in my head too.
then alyssa came up to me and we hugged eahc other stiil sobbing and she told me that she wnated out of all of us that our team and peewees shoudl ahve gone, and after alysas ashley's sister and then after ahsleys sister, ashley who was bawling to, even thoguh she not on the team no more, we all hugged and cryed and gave eahc other kisses, and then danas mom came and we had to leave.
leaving empty handed was sad, but not really, i ahve the experience and i know what it feels like to be in a place so magiclay and so sad as that.
so i thnak god for that..
and iam tired now form thsi long day so goodnight to all and al a good night
sunday morning i woke up got dressed ect for out last game. We wore our pink shorts that sayed cudas on the booty in blue with our white pink and blue shirt for competition. we had pink ribbons in our hair and wore our practice shoes.
around 2 o clock rita and dana picked me up and we drove to orlando to winterpark.
i brought my cheer stuff for competition and i was soo exicted lol.
yea btw..iam using dana lol, shes a dumb bicth but her moms nice so whever >_>;;;
anywoo we got lost a cpuple times but made it to the feild and had sum funzers, expecialy me and kelly green lol. we sayed the one cheer from bring it on, "iam sexy,iam cute" and then played around lots.
we had nicole and chelsea there too. after the game (we lost btw lol like 14 to 36 i think?)
anwyas we went to our hotel, the mariot about um..7 blocks away form the TD waterhouse.
we got there unpacked and ran around, dana dicthed me well i dicthed her lol, she hung out with kyleigh, and i hung out with multiple ppl, mosly lexi, haylei, kelly, and ally.
we played in the exercise room, hung out with kelly in her room on the cpu with ally while watching bring it on. we ran around doing my homework, going on the elvator that took a milion years to acatuly get down to the floor you needed.
well it got to 10 and we went to nicole and chelseas room and had a disscusion about competiton. it was fun but we didnt learn anything we didnt alrayd know.
then we went to our rooms and hit the sack.
well not us...fucking dana was soooooooo anoying i wnated to bop her in the face.
she broguht kyleigh who spent the night with us too.
all night they played card games with the light on after time after time her mom asked her to go to bed and she gave a fucking atitude.
kyleigh wnast bad at all really, just follawing whatver dana sayed. finaly they went to bed and i was abotu to kill them both.
well after that we woke up...4 in the moring!
i took a shower first and it was akward cuz i wanted to get dressed in the closet and her mom laughed at me. i was like..okay? wtf iam a homo phobe so what? let me get dressed. so i did but then i was wahsing my face and dana was like...oh whats that (the proactiv) and i was like dude.."uh hellooo, learn how to read..its proactiv..gosh..."
LOL it was so funny, the whole time thats the first thing i got to say and i was so happy lol. well after getting dressed, we put on our crop tops and are bloomers with our cuda pants and our skirt, our socks and our nike shoes. then we all went down to nicoles and chelseas room and got our hair did.
omg everyones hair looked soo good, halei's hair was the cutest i think lol
serious though all of there hair was sooo CUTE!
well exept danas cuz it made her look like a poodle...lol an ugly poodle.
well everyones hair got done but mine was last, and it came out sooo AWOSME lol
she wipped it up into a bun and put that ahir paice onn maaaaaaaaaan, i looked like i had a hair creature of blakc culry springs on my head jiggly and wiggly everywhere!
lol. after that we went outside the lobby and took non stop pictures, which was so much fun lol!
then we went in jodis car, me danny d, britnay, kelly, jessica, becca, and kyleigh. and we got dropped off at TD.
we went on the steps and there was about 13 diff teams and 5 diff sqauds.
some had there hair half way did, while some had theres like ours but ours seemed prettier lol, some had striagjt pony tails some have striagjt wwith a curl at the end, some has briads and other buns. either way its was awosme. we cheered on the steps for about 20 misn then went inside. then wlaked into the staduim part and wow..it was big..like an nfl staduim expet a backetball staduim with a plushy bolue mat in the middle. so we sat and waited and talked while other teams and spectators came and sat.
the side where the judges where has the fans and on the other side was all of us cheerleaders. so after baout 20 misn they srtared, coming out with the american flag and two representatives of each sqaud, in our case, jluv and danny d.
at that momet i relized the staduim looke dlike a sea of freaking cheerleaders maaan!
its was major cool dawg, then after that cheer sqaud afetr cheer sqaud from pee wees to jr..dayyum.
finaly our jr peewees came on! omg! they where sooooooooooooo good!
they had such a cute cheer and stuff and there finale basket toss was soo high lol!!!
it was soo awsome!
after that we had a break and i ate some nachos and some pretxel lol and soem ice cream.
Nicole and chelsea found some cheap makeup and put it on us, giving us pink and white eye shadow and balck mascara with sparkly lipgloss.
then our jr. midgets came on maan!!
lol! it was awsome! alyssa looked sooo cute all of them and the stunts where wonderful!
facials and tight movemnts and everthing!
after them thoguh we had to run to the tunnel..our time to shine was coming up!
i was soo exited going to that tunnel, there was another teeam neear us we could see but we had to whisper and stuff..it was gay
i was so exited!. it suckred though cuz the teams that we went up agianst we didtn get to see..all 8 of em...so it was like a disadvantage in a way. finaly we got outsie to practice and we did a practice run of our cheer really quick and our show and gos
then we had to rush and get out of there to do our preformance.
we sat there..anxious waiting for the time ahead to finaly effing finish!!!
we stood nervous but tingly as we rubbed the spirit stick and made a wish handing it to the girl next to us,
we stood, hands on our hips smileing, grinning, and to me, feeling i was gonna cry becaus i made it this far, and iam in this tunnel and iam gonna do this! i felt yhapy and sad but anxious and exited to do good!
and then we started moving! and out the tunnel we went, and all those lights and people staring is wodeful..and magiclay and makes you feel empowered, so i strutted my sterf and smiled all handy dandy as the fat balkc guy told us to move on the floor!
AND WE BURST OUT WITH OUT CUDA SPIRIT!!
screaimg yelling go big red, go cudas, cudas rock the house, number one, new smyrina, baracudas!
then we got in our positions smiling i know and clapped with my mouth open doing our silly fun facials and we got into our prep!
aitn no other aint no other mother!!! it went for a song as we did our little dip big dip up, then a cradle which was wobble thanx to fucking beanca...then go i go 2 go three! And then our toe tochhes!!! me and kelly's legs flipped up like butterlfys i could tell aswell as some others and then wink after flirtasious smile after omgaaawd open mouth wink turn bob bob head swing as we did our show and go. which acatuly we went off by one count but frankly it looked cute cuz it looked as if it was apart of the show. maan we flew lexi up to lol!!!
then HEY HEY HERE WE GO..BARRA..CUDDAS!
then tight V! as i turned around winking at the crowd lol!
then silence..
LETS DO IT!
ahh snap the cuda girls are back well own the floor just like before this yera we cnat be stopped , were not the same were off the chain, were going to the top!
were number one weve just begun to prove to you whos best , were gonna show just so you know whos gonna be the best! so help us out get up and shout!!
lets go cudas..lets go CUDAS!
and at theat moment we had ally up in a prep with hannah AND becca in there hands!
and oh boy did it feel good!
doing tyhat i smiled and winked and bobbled and then craddled her out. then 1.2.3~bobble head smile wink wink and triangle run walk. turing back winking at the judges and the crowd and feeling so good. hitting eahc movemnet smiling tight and winking and purisng my lips and screaming the cheers to be heard! and then the ending..fast it came to lol!..and yet it seems like a bad ending in a way. idk prob cuz all the bottom leg workers, including me did it at diff times.. maaan T_T
oh well but omg my adrleine was running and we showed spirit going off the mat and stuff golly...lol WOW it was amzing. and we went to our seetats and somone even sayed my facilas were amzing lol and alyssa came up to me giving us mad props! OMG IT WAS SOO FUCKING COOL!!!
then after a long wiat doing tohers syuff..unfotaunley the awards came.
all of us cuda teams held eahc others hands and heads down paryed, waiting wishing and somwhat reayd to cry as eahc other..teams named was called and the first dissapointment came...the pewees..who wroked so hard.....with mallory and dallas, and the one really nie blonde gurl...when there name wast called after a milisecond from 1st place name theere heads fell lower, covered up, turing tan or pale to instant red, mascara running and , teras pouring and we rushed to them and i held a lil blonde gurl and i started crying it clicked that there not going, this fucking team thats so cute, so hard working sint going...
seeing dallas cry broke my heart too...
then the second disspaointmnet happned.
they called jr midgets intermidate small, alyssas team..4th place called 3rd..2nd, and then we really thoguth mayeb thed get first..but the first syllbale didnt start with an NEW sound..so outr hands so tight felt flimsy and we looked over at our fellow girls,
i loom over and i se alyssa and malory both bawling teraing, i see my one balkc gurl friend so dispointed tearting up and iam distrught, what if we dotn make it...
but then midget small intermediante came up!
and i thoguth fo sho we was going to win..all of us, sat there heads low and looking around for them to start alrady, i looked over and courney and britny were crying, ally teary, and a few other too..and i felt so stupid and upset and sad, becuz we migth not when so i clchned britnay's hands tighter and ms suzanz and closed my eyes shut as the called 4th 3rd and 2nd and we all looked at each other somwhat then holding our heads down...and he called out the name and...
it wasnt us
i have never got so sad to cry on the spot like that...
to see malory and alyssa and dallas cry becasue they lost, when they have next year, made be heartbroken, but then ir elized there is no next year really.
me and britnay cryed togther and started getting up, mascara running all over my face and feeling like crap, the only ones who didnt really cry was danny d and kelly greene.
which i didnt undertsand, they were the ones so enthusastic yet didnt feel remorse, maybe they were showing good sportsman ship idk but asd i lookd bakc seeing everyone crying i looked around and saw others too, not form my team,..but from all the tohers..
sad sad dispaointed girls...expcialy me
i finaly found somthing thta maybe my parenst woudl be proud of and yet i lose, my team loses, my team i love so much that i hoped woudl have never ended.
were not going to reginals...were not having another practice or a meeting to get new bloomers or hair suplies..were not..and thats sad
we sat ther on the td waterhouse steps crying while the coashes tryed to cheer us up, they said to "remmber the feeling of going up on stage with the cameras snapping, the lights glaring and sparkling the crowd cheering, all the clolors of the other girls uniforms, and the feel and adline rush of being onstage like that". and it made sense...i stopped feeling bad somwhat, i mena iam still sad but i never wnat to forget that feeling never ever and i want it bright as day in my head too.
then alyssa came up to me and we hugged eahc other stiil sobbing and she told me that she wnated out of all of us that our team and peewees shoudl ahve gone, and after alysas ashley's sister and then after ahsleys sister, ashley who was bawling to, even thoguh she not on the team no more, we all hugged and cryed and gave eahc other kisses, and then danas mom came and we had to leave.
leaving empty handed was sad, but not really, i ahve the experience and i know what it feels like to be in a place so magiclay and so sad as that.
so i thnak god for that..
and iam tired now form thsi long day so goodnight to all and al a good night