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wow, tonight... wow.... im so screwed up right now...
I have a fever of 103, my body is FREEZing, shaking, and i cant walk
i feel extremly dehydrated, and... i cant do shit. im extremly uncoordinated... i tried to put my phone on my desk and dropped it 5 feet away.. i dont know what the hell im doing... ive thrown up 3 times in 30 mins... my stomach is EMPTY, i dont think theres anything left, ive throw up my last drop. my stomach is as an empty whoopee cushion... thats what i imagine itd look like.. i cant feel my feet, theyre cold. i breathe my sigh of releif, as the worst is over, and hopefully everything will be okay.. i honestly have a STRONG feeling for someone, but i dont want to sound weird... my mouth is dry. i cant swallow.. my throat just sticks together.. i cant beleive i got like this... its amazing what a simple feeling can do to your body. however i am somewhat glad this happened, are the stars out tonight... i find it easier to think when i look at them, they make everyhting seem so simple. but, if everything was that simple, what fun would life be? u would have no memories of any hard times.. people wouldnt grow stronger.
This jouirnal probably looks like a jumbled mess, but thats how i feel, so it fits the mood... but im getting better... slowly... mentally at least...
i love you waffle, you mean the world to me and i have just found that out. im glad this happened, or i wouldve never realized how much i care for you.
<3 Sean
I have a fever of 103, my body is FREEZing, shaking, and i cant walk
i feel extremly dehydrated, and... i cant do shit. im extremly uncoordinated... i tried to put my phone on my desk and dropped it 5 feet away.. i dont know what the hell im doing... ive thrown up 3 times in 30 mins... my stomach is EMPTY, i dont think theres anything left, ive throw up my last drop. my stomach is as an empty whoopee cushion... thats what i imagine itd look like.. i cant feel my feet, theyre cold. i breathe my sigh of releif, as the worst is over, and hopefully everything will be okay.. i honestly have a STRONG feeling for someone, but i dont want to sound weird... my mouth is dry. i cant swallow.. my throat just sticks together.. i cant beleive i got like this... its amazing what a simple feeling can do to your body. however i am somewhat glad this happened, are the stars out tonight... i find it easier to think when i look at them, they make everyhting seem so simple. but, if everything was that simple, what fun would life be? u would have no memories of any hard times.. people wouldnt grow stronger.
This jouirnal probably looks like a jumbled mess, but thats how i feel, so it fits the mood... but im getting better... slowly... mentally at least...
i love you waffle, you mean the world to me and i have just found that out. im glad this happened, or i wouldve never realized how much i care for you.
<3 Sean