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Well. Went shopping with mother this morning. More less, she dragged me out so she could get more of the meds she needs [the Equate version of Clation D 24...the limit is two each]. While we were out I picked up a few items. Got glomped by Ms. Peggy [a elder lady who used to be a CSS and I did a few odd and ends for her XD She loves me] and she was all YOUR HAIR ITS SO LONG! I never knew it was so long you always keep your hair up!!! and some point during that repeating rant. She asked if i got the job and told my mother that she may have the day shift position in Produce. I just stood there blinking.
Came home and mother goes "Because your the oldest child in the house...you put away the stuff" since I am the ONLY child left at home I blurted out "You mean the only child?" "Just put away the stuff."
After I did that I came out of the kitchen and gasped loudly and pointed at the floor, mom looks over and sees the cake my brother and his wife got us.....on the floor in pieces...the cake was eaten....just left the plastic parts. Damn dogs ate our chocolate cake. [mom didn't want to eat it cuz she was still pissed at K and his wife....long story.] I grab my stuff and go down to my room and I look on the floor and literally scream "Oh fuuuuuuuuuuck~!!!!" and run up stairs with my dog's now empty pill bottles. The dogs ATE the pills.
I'm freaking out. My mom keeps screaming at me that I killed her dogs ee;; I call the Vet. And explain what happened and she gets my number. Vet calles back and tells us to make the dogs vomit. O_o; That's what I said. She tells us how. What does my mom do...sit at the fucking computer to play with her fucking elf buddies or orges.....fuck if I know...maybe she's being eaten by wolves again ee;;
So I'm following the two dogs we decided did eat them [Baine and Runt....I was right about Runt] Poor Baine looked like shit during the whole time. Runt it took NO time. And mom just sits there while I clean it up....her dogs and I have to do the crap work?
Anyways.....it may seem like I have to put Heidi down. I don't want too. If she was younger there be more opitions. But she is 11...she's old. I don't want to lose her...and I have worked HARD to keep her ear clean. I have. But I think that every year it gets worst and the med costs about 80 a week and we have to give it to her for a month or so.
But the thing is? Would I handle losing my baby? I mean I can go to a puppy store and be all "Yay puppies!!" but can I handle going through the process of a new dog? I decided I don't want a older dog. I want to train it. I didn't get to have Heidi as a puppy. I got her when she was about 4ish? Could I handle a different personality?
Fuck I share my birthday and my soul with Heidi. I'm making myself cry.
Came home and mother goes "Because your the oldest child in the house...you put away the stuff" since I am the ONLY child left at home I blurted out "You mean the only child?" "Just put away the stuff."
After I did that I came out of the kitchen and gasped loudly and pointed at the floor, mom looks over and sees the cake my brother and his wife got us.....on the floor in pieces...the cake was eaten....just left the plastic parts. Damn dogs ate our chocolate cake. [mom didn't want to eat it cuz she was still pissed at K and his wife....long story.] I grab my stuff and go down to my room and I look on the floor and literally scream "Oh fuuuuuuuuuuck~!!!!" and run up stairs with my dog's now empty pill bottles. The dogs ATE the pills.
I'm freaking out. My mom keeps screaming at me that I killed her dogs ee;; I call the Vet. And explain what happened and she gets my number. Vet calles back and tells us to make the dogs vomit. O_o; That's what I said. She tells us how. What does my mom do...sit at the fucking computer to play with her fucking elf buddies or orges.....fuck if I know...maybe she's being eaten by wolves again ee;;
So I'm following the two dogs we decided did eat them [Baine and Runt....I was right about Runt] Poor Baine looked like shit during the whole time. Runt it took NO time. And mom just sits there while I clean it up....her dogs and I have to do the crap work?
Anyways.....it may seem like I have to put Heidi down. I don't want too. If she was younger there be more opitions. But she is 11...she's old. I don't want to lose her...and I have worked HARD to keep her ear clean. I have. But I think that every year it gets worst and the med costs about 80 a week and we have to give it to her for a month or so.
But the thing is? Would I handle losing my baby? I mean I can go to a puppy store and be all "Yay puppies!!" but can I handle going through the process of a new dog? I decided I don't want a older dog. I want to train it. I didn't get to have Heidi as a puppy. I got her when she was about 4ish? Could I handle a different personality?
Fuck I share my birthday and my soul with Heidi. I'm making myself cry.