GARGH!
Called Spunk today to check up on her. Poor thing just began to cry over the phone. The other day her cat Rock, went into surgery for bladder stones.... and he is currently in a awake coma and she is not taking it well, she kept blaming herself and I kept trying to get her to stop blaming herself because it is not her fault.....you can never predict these sort of things. But because I had to get ready for work, I had to walk around..... at one point she began to overwork herself so I said "Sweet take deep breathes." and my dad began to laugh loudly and say "Oh the drama." So yelled at him to shut up. I finally get her to calm down and promise that she'll go out with Ben to see the fireworks and try not to make herself sick over it.
I come up stairs to talk to my mom.....said I was sorry to my dad for yelling at him. Mom goes "Yea I'm sorry too. It shows you have no respect for your father." Well...SORRY that he was laughing at someone who was worried about a possibly dying pet!!!! So he showed her RESPECT by laughing at her pain. Nice. So next time my mom is upset over one of her dogs...I'll remind her of my friend. Remind her that "Oh...its just drama."
Hypocrites.....seems as if that word is becoming a common word with me.
So sorry that I understand that my friend's cats are her life...I mean...she is studying to become a vet tech...so why not care for animals? I mean...I care about children which is why I am studying to become a teacher. I love how they can do whatever...but I do the same and it is not respecting them. They rarely respect me.
Fuck...its because of my mom that the guy I like is scared to talk to me. But hey..... I told her once before. "If you want more grand babies......get the hell out of my life and let me be myself." She bitches all the time about not having more grand-babies...... but then if I talk about a guy she goes off saying "Did you tell him that your mom owns a shot gun or is psycho?!" and blah blah blah shit like that. At least my dad is "Do you like him? That's all that matters you are a adult."
on other news...I am about to start selling off old clothes that I rarely wore/one time worn or grew out. And some stuff I own that was given to me because people thought I would like it....like a stereo that has never been used....because i prefer cd players and headphones. And some old text books.
In other news....my brother is so funny with his school. I'm the baby of the family and he's the oldest and he keeps coming to me for help with college XD "Who should I take?" "You ever had 'insert name of professor'?" "What classes do I need?" "What are transfer classes?" etc. O_o I find that cute in a odd way. I also need to teach him [yet again....for the 5th time] how to log on to the system XD if he forgot his user name and password again...I'll kill him! It sucks to keep hacking the system to get them for him XD [yes I can hack the school system X3]
Bad enough I think I need to hack the system in order to send out his paper..... ugh. XD I finished that part of school!
EDIT:
Work was fun....found out the people there are impressed with me. Which is good.
Darrell actually told Steph and I to go home like 45 minutes early so we just walked and talked about the mall.
Came home...no one was there.....they went to a movie ee;;
I think mom is pissed with me for some reason...I tried to talk to her about the job...she was so blah about it...then when I gave Heidi her ear med.... she told me the pills withh be 7 in a half cents a day. I guess I have to pay her. She sorta confused me about that. I asked about the washer and dryer....because I need to wash my clothes. She sorta snapped at me O_o;;
I have a feeling that I may be told to "get out of the house" again soon....she just seems so pissy lately at me. I hate this...I really do....each time I try to get a hold of my life...some shit is pulled and I'm left feeling fucked over ee;;
I come up stairs to talk to my mom.....said I was sorry to my dad for yelling at him. Mom goes "Yea I'm sorry too. It shows you have no respect for your father." Well...SORRY that he was laughing at someone who was worried about a possibly dying pet!!!! So he showed her RESPECT by laughing at her pain. Nice. So next time my mom is upset over one of her dogs...I'll remind her of my friend. Remind her that "Oh...its just drama."
Hypocrites.....seems as if that word is becoming a common word with me.
So sorry that I understand that my friend's cats are her life...I mean...she is studying to become a vet tech...so why not care for animals? I mean...I care about children which is why I am studying to become a teacher. I love how they can do whatever...but I do the same and it is not respecting them. They rarely respect me.
Fuck...its because of my mom that the guy I like is scared to talk to me. But hey..... I told her once before. "If you want more grand babies......get the hell out of my life and let me be myself." She bitches all the time about not having more grand-babies...... but then if I talk about a guy she goes off saying "Did you tell him that your mom owns a shot gun or is psycho?!" and blah blah blah shit like that. At least my dad is "Do you like him? That's all that matters you are a adult."
on other news...I am about to start selling off old clothes that I rarely wore/one time worn or grew out. And some stuff I own that was given to me because people thought I would like it....like a stereo that has never been used....because i prefer cd players and headphones. And some old text books.
In other news....my brother is so funny with his school. I'm the baby of the family and he's the oldest and he keeps coming to me for help with college XD "Who should I take?" "You ever had 'insert name of professor'?" "What classes do I need?" "What are transfer classes?" etc. O_o I find that cute in a odd way. I also need to teach him [yet again....for the 5th time] how to log on to the system XD if he forgot his user name and password again...I'll kill him! It sucks to keep hacking the system to get them for him XD [yes I can hack the school system X3]
Bad enough I think I need to hack the system in order to send out his paper..... ugh. XD I finished that part of school!
EDIT:
Work was fun....found out the people there are impressed with me. Which is good.
Darrell actually told Steph and I to go home like 45 minutes early so we just walked and talked about the mall.
Came home...no one was there.....they went to a movie ee;;
I think mom is pissed with me for some reason...I tried to talk to her about the job...she was so blah about it...then when I gave Heidi her ear med.... she told me the pills withh be 7 in a half cents a day. I guess I have to pay her. She sorta confused me about that. I asked about the washer and dryer....because I need to wash my clothes. She sorta snapped at me O_o;;
I have a feeling that I may be told to "get out of the house" again soon....she just seems so pissy lately at me. I hate this...I really do....each time I try to get a hold of my life...some shit is pulled and I'm left feeling fucked over ee;;