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ok so not knowing something when you really want to know if your wasting your time or not can really drive you insane. ever since i met ollie and talked to him about photography ive had him on my mind. i had a good chat to him and he was really nice. at one point i was kidding myself and thought that he was looking at me as i cld see him looking in my direction out of the corner of my eye as amity came out. then he said that hell see me at some other show, as before he left i had another chat to him and introduced myself.
i had no idea when id see him next so that was kinda gettin on my mind alot as i also thought of more questions about photography i would have liked to have asked. then at the wings show i saw this guy who looked so much like him but i really wasnt sure if it was or not. im not one to interrupt people unless i know them a bit more so i was waiting for a chance to go up and for me to stop being such a friggin wimp, that never happened though. this guy also happened to be in the wrath and im like hhmm not sure if it is him or not.
so i added them onto myspace, the guys name is oliver which obviously ollie is short for that. so i sent them a comment as they are a pretty damn good band. to which i got one of those personal messages back (hello why not just comment back geez) and it was from oliver as i was hopeing. so i sent another one back asking if it was him to which i found out it was. i asked when they are playing next and that i can get down the coast most likely even if they are playing there to his reply of sick. and that they are playing at the hard rock cafe next fri.
so right now whats goin through my mind is whether he has a gf and if id even have a chance. i hope on fri night i get the guts to ask him something as simple as if he has a gf or not its not a hard question. i guess what im worried about is the fact that im kinda liking this guy too much already and i hardly know him, so there is the chance of him already having a gf so i can kiss my chance goodbye and ill be bummed or he doesnt have a gf but is in no way interested in me so then ill be totally bummed.
GAH
this sucks ass so much. why does everything have to be so hard
i had no idea when id see him next so that was kinda gettin on my mind alot as i also thought of more questions about photography i would have liked to have asked. then at the wings show i saw this guy who looked so much like him but i really wasnt sure if it was or not. im not one to interrupt people unless i know them a bit more so i was waiting for a chance to go up and for me to stop being such a friggin wimp, that never happened though. this guy also happened to be in the wrath and im like hhmm not sure if it is him or not.
so i added them onto myspace, the guys name is oliver which obviously ollie is short for that. so i sent them a comment as they are a pretty damn good band. to which i got one of those personal messages back (hello why not just comment back geez) and it was from oliver as i was hopeing. so i sent another one back asking if it was him to which i found out it was. i asked when they are playing next and that i can get down the coast most likely even if they are playing there to his reply of sick. and that they are playing at the hard rock cafe next fri.
so right now whats goin through my mind is whether he has a gf and if id even have a chance. i hope on fri night i get the guts to ask him something as simple as if he has a gf or not its not a hard question. i guess what im worried about is the fact that im kinda liking this guy too much already and i hardly know him, so there is the chance of him already having a gf so i can kiss my chance goodbye and ill be bummed or he doesnt have a gf but is in no way interested in me so then ill be totally bummed.
GAH
this sucks ass so much. why does everything have to be so hard