Sep 02, 2005 21:32
hhmmmm well strange thing is this dude from logan ive been talkin too im still like ah i want to talk to him all the time. so today when i was at work i went onto msn just to see if he was online, which im not even sure im allowed too but they have it installed for some reason.
so i was talkin to him in between doin my work and making sure no one saw i was chattin on msn. was having a nice little chatsee. hes sick which must suck ass. then he went to have lunch which was alright timing cause i was about to go on mine too. then after lunch and after doin my relief reception thing i went back on and he was on again so i was talkin to him again. beforehand i didnt sat goodbye cause i was tryin to sort out a photocopier prob and didnt get his mess so i apologised and he was like your forgiven oh gee thanks. but the second time i said bye and said how id be online when i got home like usual.
so when i got home he wasnt on but he came on later and i had yet another convo with him. he reckons hes boring which he so isnt i kinda slowly stop talkin to people who are boring. im just trying to get him to talk more. but yeah anyway i dont know why im so like ah about talkin to him ive never even met him and i mean why would he be interested in me i talk to much im annoying fuck i annoy myself its not like im pretty or anything and i mean if its really him in those pics hes hot and as if anyone whos actually hot would like me
obviously after out little disagreement on them being assholes for leaving me twice ray is not talkin to me. i tried talkin to him again cause i didnt want to lose yet another friend but it just isnt the same and now he isnt talkin to me at all. oh well i think ive definitly lost him and that hurts. in one way i have megan back as a friend at least we are talkin but the attempts to hang out dont seem to be happening.
on a lighter note i woke up this morning and found i had an sms and im like um ok i didnt hear that go off and found it was from danny. that guy is a classic. his mess went something like this 'im trashed in melbourne and your fucking rad' haha i pissed myself laughing when i read that what i great way to start your day shame it had to be ruined by having to drive for an hour just to go to stupid work. best mess ever i hope their recording is goin well down there.