Sitting with my own silence
Theres so much I want to say my heart feels heavy its so bruised and broken. Everyday I go on with my day trying to keep busy so I dont have to think or feel but it doesnt work something always reminds me of you it could be a song or a place maybe even a word. I want to forgive you for what you've done, I want to forget you but I can't. I try and try to block you from my mind but theres an emptiness in my heart and in my life. I miss you terribly. They say time will heal me but i wonder if it's true and I ask myself what am I going to to do in the mean time since time is not moving any faster. I gave you all my love, I gave you all I could give you at this moment and I wonder what I could have done different, was it something I said? was it something I did? was i too deep for you?
You have taken so much from me and now I sit here silently lost in my own little world picking up my pieces trying so hard to put them back together but in this silence my heart continues to bleed for your love