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Apr 17, 2005 08:44

6:20pmdear diary,the only reason why this is gonna be short is cuz i already wrote this but it got erased.i wanted 2 put more b4 but i had 2 go 2 work and plus"MI NOVIO" was casually very close to me and i couldnt write more.with that said i write what i already wrote one minute ago,i have this problem:the people that i care about most dont know i care that much and the ppl that i could care less for(lol)think i love them so much,like hers a good example: "chris" basiclly he has no clue how much i care he thinks im gonna do the same thing to him again(basiclly,stop talking to him,leave him,or only see him when i cant see "him"
etc,but ive changed so much from how i was b4,i have the same personality but im just smarter then b4 ya know?im wiser but im the same girl inside,just i think alot b4 i do or say things.i dunno, i really dunno how 2 explain things right now.But i want so much 4 these ppl that i care about know exactlly how i feel because that is important to me,that they know how much i care.I know I know ive been going on n on 4 like ever,Basiclly whats going on in my life right now:I'm trying to get through all of this alive(lol)And one thing is for SURE,I wont be leaving without what i want,what i deserve,unlike b4, This time im not gonna settle for less.
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