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I am VERY VERY upset right now. I am so angry. So very angry. I think I am going to have to go out for awhile. This is the lowest Arian has gone. I didn't think it would come down to this. I feel dirty, and disgusting, and I am so offended. If there was ever any question, I do not like being treated like a whore, and don't ever presume anything about my control. I can walk away from any sexual situation any time. Nothing makes me more pissed than blatant testing of my willpower. I have been in enough dirty situations in this lifetime already. That is one fucking scenario that will never work on me.