divorce

[almatheawaves]

Arian woke me up this morning screaming about how he wants a divorce. What an interesting saturday this is turning out to be. If he lets me keep the apartment maybe it will be okay. I don't think I could afford to run the heat, or pay utilities, but I supose I would be okay. Maybe I could get a roommate. Maybe he'll change his mind. Two weeks of me being quiet, and now this. LOL. Funny really. I didn't even tell him how unhappy I am with him. I didn't even discuss his drinking, or how much he disappointed me the last time we were in Maine. I didn't get to yell or tell him that the reason why we can't work anything out is because I can't have a conversation about my feelings without him acting psychotic.
I wonder what will happen.