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I can't stop myself from reading that story about plant sex. It is called Petition of Legacy, and I think it is truly wonderful erotica. It plays out all of my most popular fantasies. If anyone is interested, here is the url:
http://www.girl-directory.com/erotic-story.php?articleID=2357
It's fairly long, which in my mind is a good thing.
I keep expecting myself to feel settled and content. I've never been either of those things, but still I keep thinking I should feel that way. Arian claims I am being mean tonight. Can't I be the one in a bad mood once and awhile? He is in a shitty mood 90 % of the time. I think I should get a turn once and awhile.
I still want to be an attractive sexual person, but sometimes I feel like arian and I are just roommates. Which is fine I guess. I don't even know what would make me feel like he was more than a roommate, or if I would want it.
I've also been becoming emotionally attached to a boy that lives far away. Sadly enough I feel I have been categorized as one of those weird friends that people humor because they don't want them to hurt themselves. I can't have anything more than these different versions of reality I play out in my head. A memory of a fantasy sometimes seems just as real as a memory of an actual event. I have the same problem with dreams.
http://www.girl-directory.com/erotic-story.php?articleID=2357
It's fairly long, which in my mind is a good thing.
I keep expecting myself to feel settled and content. I've never been either of those things, but still I keep thinking I should feel that way. Arian claims I am being mean tonight. Can't I be the one in a bad mood once and awhile? He is in a shitty mood 90 % of the time. I think I should get a turn once and awhile.
I still want to be an attractive sexual person, but sometimes I feel like arian and I are just roommates. Which is fine I guess. I don't even know what would make me feel like he was more than a roommate, or if I would want it.
I've also been becoming emotionally attached to a boy that lives far away. Sadly enough I feel I have been categorized as one of those weird friends that people humor because they don't want them to hurt themselves. I can't have anything more than these different versions of reality I play out in my head. A memory of a fantasy sometimes seems just as real as a memory of an actual event. I have the same problem with dreams.