Lordy this is Difficult!!!
as you probably all know... I'm still in China. (yes... STILL) and if this entry manages to post... hallelujah! B/c everything on this site is in fucking Chinese!!! and its quite difficult for me to read. I read literally one word at a time, takign me many seconds to recall the word... thats like reading things one letter at a time... then piecing it all together... i much rather not bother reading Chinese at all... I'll write something real in a week. when i finally get home and stop hating my mother. Tung better keep his gun locked and the key well away from me. Its so difficult living with the woman you love but has turned into an irrational... I dunno. I'm too angry to find a word right now... Damn car accidents. I wonder if it would have been better if she would have died. Instead of this lunatic who ... I'm exhausted, I no longer wish to dwell on this topic.