again. revisited. zai lai yi ci

Sep 01, 2005 14:38

Living on the run, a cold sore on my tongue. Blisters on my hand, Wanted as a demand.

Ok, so I'm not techinically homeless. i'm one of those insanely spoiled brats who drives a '96 lexus es300 and can go home to mommy and daddy at ne time, but can't b/c she inevitably fights with her mother who is rationality-handicapped thanks to some semitruck driver 6 yrs ago. I'm just living from house to house. friends to friends and rotating so i won't become too much of a burden. and hoping that enuf of her debt left behind on her by her ridiculous ex would shrink enuf so that she could afford a place to call her own. sorta.

and suffering from insecurity in anyone but herself. is slightly worried about her boyfriend falling out of love with her, despite what words say. But she wonders why b/c it is so hard to be attached. I'm sure this all has something to do with my monthly cycle. I am a lot more stable than I am at the moment.

I know what it means when u scream, i know who it is you dream.
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