Apr 24, 2004 02:07
I finished my scrapbook through my junior year of college. As I flipped back through it, i saw some pictures of my brothers and I from the beginning of my junior year and also from Christmas my junior year. I think I took it for granted then that that would be the last Christmas we would all be together for quite some time, if ever again. They are both Marines. I miss my brothers so much it hurts. I never thought I would miss them this much but I do. My older brother, Rick, is in Japan right now. He won't be back until October. My younger brother, Joe, is in San Diego. He will be coming home to visit in June. June and October cannot come soon enough. I wish they could both be home at the same time. I miss them nore than words can express. I wish they could have been there for my graduation. I know that they couldn't be, but I wish so much that they could have been there. It would have meant so much to me. but seeing as how Rick is out of the country and Joe couldn't get leave just to come home for my graduation, I understand. We have been living each other's lives through pictures, emails and phone calls. i wish we could have more, but all the wishing in the world isn't going to bring them home or put me where they are. Every girl needs a brother and right now this girl needs both of hers so much. I just want to see them and have them make fun of me, its so stupid but its so true.