...im not okay...
...im not okay...
soo its been a while lol... the last entry was put in by my sis.. so yea... lol
basically my life has been... drama and confusion... along with pain and thinking way to much!!
so yes i have the bad news that i broke up with julia.. and if u ask me y... its b/c i fell for another girl
um... the only thing is well i hate that i hurt her so much.. but now.. the girl i fell for... well lets just say i shoulda realized a few things earlier...
um... i made a new friend named Marlene shes awesome and everythin.. we talk quite a bit.. and i guess i could see stuff happening there... but i cant right now
im just sooo confused... i wish things would just work out and they were all happy!... i dont even care about me anymore
so chelsea said shed go w/ me to homecoming which totally made my... life .. lol :-D
and i didnt quit my job .. but i get to work EVERY NIGHT AFTER SOCCER TILL 9 YAAAAAAY! :(
hmm... so today totally rocked i hung out w/ a few of my favorite ppl to ever come into my life and saw some great bands.. (even tho i missed sugarcult *tear*)
With so little confidence he holds on
with so much to lose, he wont let go
he has his dreams, he wants them to be real
he has his life, THOUGH HE DOESNT WANT IT NOW
*i really dont know if she does and doesnt want to... or doesnt and just wont tell me* :( :(
~but does anyone notice
but does anyone care~
soo its been a while lol... the last entry was put in by my sis.. so yea... lol
basically my life has been... drama and confusion... along with pain and thinking way to much!!
so yes i have the bad news that i broke up with julia.. and if u ask me y... its b/c i fell for another girl
um... the only thing is well i hate that i hurt her so much.. but now.. the girl i fell for... well lets just say i shoulda realized a few things earlier...
um... i made a new friend named Marlene shes awesome and everythin.. we talk quite a bit.. and i guess i could see stuff happening there... but i cant right now
im just sooo confused... i wish things would just work out and they were all happy!... i dont even care about me anymore
so chelsea said shed go w/ me to homecoming which totally made my... life .. lol :-D
and i didnt quit my job .. but i get to work EVERY NIGHT AFTER SOCCER TILL 9 YAAAAAAY! :(
hmm... so today totally rocked i hung out w/ a few of my favorite ppl to ever come into my life and saw some great bands.. (even tho i missed sugarcult *tear*)
With so little confidence he holds on
with so much to lose, he wont let go
he has his dreams, he wants them to be real
he has his life, THOUGH HE DOESNT WANT IT NOW
*i really dont know if she does and doesnt want to... or doesnt and just wont tell me* :( :(
~but does anyone notice
but does anyone care~