its been a loooong time... for a reason *question mark*
... im waiting for somebody...
okay so its been a while.... well
i went up north to my aunts house thing near higgins lake.. its was quite fun b/c we brought my dog... yay!!... um i mostly just relaxed we had fires at night and did stuff durin the day... me and my dad did the :Tour de Page: (lol) we circumnavigated the lake on our bikes TWICE.... over 26 miles w/ CRAZZZZY hills! it was a lota fun... i was proud haha..
um... that was pretty much all i met a couple ppl up there down by the lake one day we talked a lil and i got a couple sn's... yay friends! haha... um... yea then we came home lol... woot
Wednesday night
~ home from vaca and about 3 hours.. im bored lol so i call ppl... end up not doin anythin but thats okay cuz @ 10 i called chelsea... who happens to be my newest and bestest friends (bffe ilysm) she was having a jolly good time down @ cedar point w/ her friend molly.. and lets just say.. the guys were happy they were there ;) ... her phone kept dieing but we had some good talkin haha...woot
Thursday
~ didnt really do toooo much kinda sat around haha... talked to ppl and just blah... then chelsea got home from cedar point and guess wut.. she called me haha wut a concept! lol j/k... so we had a looooooooooong convo haha shes startin to get to know me a lot haha UH OH ... um yea basically thats all lol ... woot
Friday
~ uh oh friday... EXCITEMENT...right? lol... well during the day i REALLY can't remmeber wut i did... but in the evening i got to go to CHELSEA's HOUSE yaaaaaay!... lol we rented the butterfly effect ( whats this have to do w/ butterflys?... the chaos theory in sumthin about a butterfly and a tornado sumwhere or sumthin... lmaoooooooooo) it was a lota fun to watch b/c she kept asking questions and making comments lol so funny.... we also got curly fries from arby's yippy skippy... then i thought i lost my key.. but nawwww we're good haah... ooo yea and she make me a sweet bracelet yay!... but she tied it too loose hahah so it sometimes comes off.. lol (u gotta fix it chelsea)...um came home and came online talked to ppl... then i think me and chelsea talked on the phone again hahaa... she really must be gettin annoyed hearin me lol.... WOOT!
Saturday
~ again can't really remember wut i did... hmmm so basically nothin till work @ 5 then i worked till 9... yay b/c my mean bosses werent there.. (im quiting soon *tear* haha)... then came home and watched my sis and her friends play halo for a lil... then called chelsea back and talked to her till the weeeee hours of the night/morning.. haha... lots of fun! i guess thats alll.... woot
Sunday
~ so i woke up and.. um... thats all i remember.... JUST kiddin... i talked to ppl online and maybe on the phone.. idk haha.. then went to work @ 4 till 8 ... yay again no mean bosses... um.. came home and had a lil sumthin to eat :o.. i know crazy... then my "lil sis" alex! called yay!!! we talked for a but.. ilmls! go alex! haha... then chelsea called? no i called? no... i came online and talked then me and chelsea planned this whole way to get on the phone without having it ring hahahahahah.. we're so clever.. basically she called my cell from her house then i used my house phone to call her house phone and she just clicked over and boom! yay!! lol again.. we talked and ive realized shes knows me a lil to well.. i never talk about myself but i seem to w/ her ... it just happens lol... we took online quizes aand laughed and made fun of me lol... good times.... so then we both agreed that we need to sleep more so we hung up... then like 10 minutes later she called back.. to make fun of me a LITTLE bit more... haha then sleepyness took over.... maybe haha..... WOOT
Monday
~ so far ive played halo w/ my bro... talked to lots of ppl online... played more halo.. then i updated my journal haha!... i got soccer tonite yay... i get to run my worries outa me for a couple hours...
um... i guess thats all for now... WOOT
oh yea... guess wut my TV downstairs no longer works! so its sux! ive been spendin more time in my room haha! the comp now has taken control of my life lol! WOOT
**&^%honestly i cant get u off my mind.. i still believe that ur the reason fate exists.. i hope can see through my eyes for a moment and/or realize its true%^&**
Ill be your crying shoulder
Ill be loves suicide
Ill be better when im older
Ill be the greatest fan of your life!
...tell me that we belong together...
Everytime our eyes meet
this feelin inside me
is almost more than i can take
Baby when u touch me
i can feel how much u love me
and it just blows me away
Ive never been this close
to anyone or anything
i see hear ur thoughts
i can see ur dreams
I DONT KNOW HOW U DO WUT U DO
IM SO IN LOVE WITH U
IT JUST KEEPS GETTIN BETTER
I WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE
WITH U BY MY SIDE
FOREVER AND EVER
EVERY LITTLE THING THAT U DO
BABY IM AMAZED BY YOU!!
...i wanna spend the whole night in ur eyes...
Got a picture of you
i carry in my heart
i close my eyes and see you
when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you
i carry in my soul
i wrap it close around me
when the nights get cold
AND IF U ASKED ME HOW IM DOING
ID SAY JUST FINE
BUT THE TRUTH IS BABY
IF YOU COULD READ MY MIND
NOT A DAY GOES BY
THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU
AFTER ALL THIS TIME
YOURE STILL WITH ME ITS TRUE
SOME HOW YOU REMAIN
LOCKED SO DEEP INSIDE
BABY BABY OH BABY
NOT A DAY GOES BY
I STILL WAIT FOR THE PHONE
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
THINKING YOU MIGHT CALL ME
IF YOUR DREAMS DONT TURN OUT RIGHT
and it still amazes me
that i lie here in the dark
wishing u were next to me
with ur head against my heart
AND IF U ASKED ME HOW IM DOING
ID SAY JUST FINE
BUT THE TRUTH IS BABY
IF YOU COULD READ MY MIND
NOT A DAY GOES BY
THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU
AFTER ALL THIS TIME
YOURE STILL WITH ME ITS TRUE
SOME HOW YOU REMAIN
LOCKED SO DEEP INSIDE
BABY BABY OH BABY
NOT A DAY GOES BY
...not a day goes by that i dont think of you...
**It's over... you say we're just friends... we're playing pretend... to keep me here... EVERY NIGHT I LAY IN BED... I THINK ABOUT TH THINGS YOU SAID... LOOK AROUND I'M THE ONE.. YOUR ONLY!!... LOOK AROUND IT STILL KILLS ME!!**
oh yea also im a lot more contemplative than usual so... dont think im screwy haha! lol woot
Sign Off ~ Sugarcult
wake up all alone
sending postcards back to home
from the road
if the medication works
could i be the way i was
in control
You painted a picture
im the worst kind of sinner you know
You painted a picture
happier than i can afford
Nobody can save me
Nobody can save me
Nobody can say wut ill do if im alone
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF (NOBODY CAN SAVE ME)
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF (NOBODY CAN SAVE ME)
SIGN OFF
:\
... all i wanna do is lie in bed with you...
... all i really ever need is you...
... all i gotta do is give up all i have to be with you...
thats all (for now)
*and so the third wheel turns*
okay so its been a while.... well
i went up north to my aunts house thing near higgins lake.. its was quite fun b/c we brought my dog... yay!!... um i mostly just relaxed we had fires at night and did stuff durin the day... me and my dad did the :Tour de Page: (lol) we circumnavigated the lake on our bikes TWICE.... over 26 miles w/ CRAZZZZY hills! it was a lota fun... i was proud haha..
um... that was pretty much all i met a couple ppl up there down by the lake one day we talked a lil and i got a couple sn's... yay friends! haha... um... yea then we came home lol... woot
Wednesday night
~ home from vaca and about 3 hours.. im bored lol so i call ppl... end up not doin anythin but thats okay cuz @ 10 i called chelsea... who happens to be my newest and bestest friends (bffe ilysm) she was having a jolly good time down @ cedar point w/ her friend molly.. and lets just say.. the guys were happy they were there ;) ... her phone kept dieing but we had some good talkin haha...woot
Thursday
~ didnt really do toooo much kinda sat around haha... talked to ppl and just blah... then chelsea got home from cedar point and guess wut.. she called me haha wut a concept! lol j/k... so we had a looooooooooong convo haha shes startin to get to know me a lot haha UH OH ... um yea basically thats all lol ... woot
Friday
~ uh oh friday... EXCITEMENT...right? lol... well during the day i REALLY can't remmeber wut i did... but in the evening i got to go to CHELSEA's HOUSE yaaaaaay!... lol we rented the butterfly effect ( whats this have to do w/ butterflys?... the chaos theory in sumthin about a butterfly and a tornado sumwhere or sumthin... lmaoooooooooo) it was a lota fun to watch b/c she kept asking questions and making comments lol so funny.... we also got curly fries from arby's yippy skippy... then i thought i lost my key.. but nawwww we're good haah... ooo yea and she make me a sweet bracelet yay!... but she tied it too loose hahah so it sometimes comes off.. lol (u gotta fix it chelsea)...um came home and came online talked to ppl... then i think me and chelsea talked on the phone again hahaa... she really must be gettin annoyed hearin me lol.... WOOT!
Saturday
~ again can't really remember wut i did... hmmm so basically nothin till work @ 5 then i worked till 9... yay b/c my mean bosses werent there.. (im quiting soon *tear* haha)... then came home and watched my sis and her friends play halo for a lil... then called chelsea back and talked to her till the weeeee hours of the night/morning.. haha... lots of fun! i guess thats alll.... woot
Sunday
~ so i woke up and.. um... thats all i remember.... JUST kiddin... i talked to ppl online and maybe on the phone.. idk haha.. then went to work @ 4 till 8 ... yay again no mean bosses... um.. came home and had a lil sumthin to eat :o.. i know crazy... then my "lil sis" alex! called yay!!! we talked for a but.. ilmls! go alex! haha... then chelsea called? no i called? no... i came online and talked then me and chelsea planned this whole way to get on the phone without having it ring hahahahahah.. we're so clever.. basically she called my cell from her house then i used my house phone to call her house phone and she just clicked over and boom! yay!! lol again.. we talked and ive realized shes knows me a lil to well.. i never talk about myself but i seem to w/ her ... it just happens lol... we took online quizes aand laughed and made fun of me lol... good times.... so then we both agreed that we need to sleep more so we hung up... then like 10 minutes later she called back.. to make fun of me a LITTLE bit more... haha then sleepyness took over.... maybe haha..... WOOT
Monday
~ so far ive played halo w/ my bro... talked to lots of ppl online... played more halo.. then i updated my journal haha!... i got soccer tonite yay... i get to run my worries outa me for a couple hours...
um... i guess thats all for now... WOOT
oh yea... guess wut my TV downstairs no longer works! so its sux! ive been spendin more time in my room haha! the comp now has taken control of my life lol! WOOT
**&^%honestly i cant get u off my mind.. i still believe that ur the reason fate exists.. i hope can see through my eyes for a moment and/or realize its true%^&**
Ill be your crying shoulder
Ill be loves suicide
Ill be better when im older
Ill be the greatest fan of your life!
...tell me that we belong together...
Everytime our eyes meet
this feelin inside me
is almost more than i can take
Baby when u touch me
i can feel how much u love me
and it just blows me away
Ive never been this close
to anyone or anything
i see hear ur thoughts
i can see ur dreams
I DONT KNOW HOW U DO WUT U DO
IM SO IN LOVE WITH U
IT JUST KEEPS GETTIN BETTER
I WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE
WITH U BY MY SIDE
FOREVER AND EVER
EVERY LITTLE THING THAT U DO
BABY IM AMAZED BY YOU!!
...i wanna spend the whole night in ur eyes...
Got a picture of you
i carry in my heart
i close my eyes and see you
when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you
i carry in my soul
i wrap it close around me
when the nights get cold
AND IF U ASKED ME HOW IM DOING
ID SAY JUST FINE
BUT THE TRUTH IS BABY
IF YOU COULD READ MY MIND
NOT A DAY GOES BY
THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU
AFTER ALL THIS TIME
YOURE STILL WITH ME ITS TRUE
SOME HOW YOU REMAIN
LOCKED SO DEEP INSIDE
BABY BABY OH BABY
NOT A DAY GOES BY
I STILL WAIT FOR THE PHONE
IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
THINKING YOU MIGHT CALL ME
IF YOUR DREAMS DONT TURN OUT RIGHT
and it still amazes me
that i lie here in the dark
wishing u were next to me
with ur head against my heart
AND IF U ASKED ME HOW IM DOING
ID SAY JUST FINE
BUT THE TRUTH IS BABY
IF YOU COULD READ MY MIND
NOT A DAY GOES BY
THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU
AFTER ALL THIS TIME
YOURE STILL WITH ME ITS TRUE
SOME HOW YOU REMAIN
LOCKED SO DEEP INSIDE
BABY BABY OH BABY
NOT A DAY GOES BY
...not a day goes by that i dont think of you...
**It's over... you say we're just friends... we're playing pretend... to keep me here... EVERY NIGHT I LAY IN BED... I THINK ABOUT TH THINGS YOU SAID... LOOK AROUND I'M THE ONE.. YOUR ONLY!!... LOOK AROUND IT STILL KILLS ME!!**
oh yea also im a lot more contemplative than usual so... dont think im screwy haha! lol woot
Sign Off ~ Sugarcult
wake up all alone
sending postcards back to home
from the road
if the medication works
could i be the way i was
in control
You painted a picture
im the worst kind of sinner you know
You painted a picture
happier than i can afford
Nobody can save me
Nobody can save me
Nobody can say wut ill do if im alone
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF (NOBODY CAN SAVE ME)
SIGN OFF
SIGN OFF (NOBODY CAN SAVE ME)
SIGN OFF
:\
... all i wanna do is lie in bed with you...
... all i really ever need is you...
... all i gotta do is give up all i have to be with you...
thats all (for now)
*and so the third wheel turns*