May 24, 2005 16:21
i wish i wouldnt have to take my gay finals because i really dont want to. this is the first time i have ever had to take a final and i got stuck taking all of them! this sucks balls. well today was an ok day. 1st block was really easy. all i did was take a test. in 2nd i did the same, times two! i had two quizes but i still got to talk to everyone and just hang out. 3rd block was super boring!!! all in did was take pics, eat, nap, and call everyone on my phone list. i had a good conversation w/ my lover!!!lol. well in 4th we had to watch this video on reproduction and at the end it showed this lady giving birth and it almost made me throw up! it was disgusting and it made me not wanna have kids. lol, even though i plan on having 7! lol, well i found out my friend jm likes my friend jessica and that makes me sad! idk why but it does. maybe because we used to have a thing but yea. oh well lifes a dick, when it gets hard, FUCK IT! thats what i tell myself when something shitty happens. well my friend kelsey is planning on having a serious talk w/ jordan to see what is the big deal between us. i hope its something big! i really like him and he is so adorable1 well i have to go study for my finals. peace out!