Boys confuse me
I swear, lesbianism is starting to sound more and more appealing every minute. To only add to my boy confusion, one of my best friends tells me he has feelings for me JUST as I'm getting somewhere with the guy I'm interested in currently. Hence me ranting and rambling, bitching and moaning in my livejournal because I have no one that isn't involved to rant to. I broke up with boy 1 because he had a permanent stick up his ass and because I had feelings for boy 2. Boy 2 makes me smile, and makes me happy (which is what I was looking for), and although we aren't officially an item yet, he treats me good. I've been ranting about boy 2 to boy 3, and now boy 3 decides it's a good idea to make a move after boy 2 makes a move. Boy 3 is boy 1's best friend, which presents more problems. It also gives more reason for him to be pissed at me since he knows about boy 2. So now I'm lost. Maybe I should be a lesbian. A girl would probably undertsnad me WAY more than any guy would. And the probability of more than one woman liking me at once is less likely since there are more straight or bisexual men in this world than lesbian or bisexual women. I need to take a drive or a walk or something and clear my head.