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I hate wonky periods. I started mine for a few hours on St Patty's day, and then it stopped for two days. Started again on Monday, everything is normal as usual, and now it's like I'm almost done. I usually last about 6 days, not 4. Is this something I should be worried about? I mean, I've been sick as well for the past few days, but...it just seems strange, is all...
Adam fixed my ring!
Speaking of Adam...I have many things pertaining to Adam in this post. First of all, he fixed my ring last night, YAAAAAAAY. I can now wear it without getting a bad feeling in my stomach. Second of all. He, Christina and I watched "the Amityville Horror" remake. HOLY SHIT. I don't know if it was just the fact that I lived in a haunted house, but holy fucking SHIT. That effected me REAL bad last night...I got back to teh dorm at about 12:30, and stayed up until about 1:30. Actually got to sleep at a little after 3. Woke up at about 4 because of a nightmare. Stayed up and read until about 5:15. Then I didn't get to sleep again until about 6:30, and my alarm woke me up at 9. Goddamn, Adam. Goddamn. Third, I'm slightly frightened that my best guy friend up here and my boyfriend are in cahoots. Apparently they've set up a "play date" for April 1st...Adam and I will meet Brandon at his church, and then we're going rockwall climbing for a while. And depending on how bad the guys pick on me that day (ok, maybe depending on how much time we'll have left after that) I MIGHT take the guys to see 300. Brandon believes that 300 is a chick flick because of all the men running around in leather breifs (yum). He has threatened not to go. We'll see how well that works out, ha ha. But yeah, this is basically a "play date" for the guys, and my only real reason for being there is to make sure they don't kill each other on the rock wall and make sure they don't start too many fires. Oy with the vey.
On another note, I love my boyfriend so much. I felt like such a horrible girlfriend the other night because I called him and had absolutely nothing of relevance to say, and I felt like I was just wasting his time or something. I'm so afraid that he's just going to get bored of me or get fed up with the drama in my life and just leave, but...at the same time, I trust him. More than I've trusted any guy ever. But...with everything that's happened to me in the past and what I've been through, when we're together it's almost too much to bear. I feel like I genuinly don't deserve him. He's everything that I could have ever wanted in a guy and so much more, but at the same time, I don't know what in the world I did that was so good that I get rewarded like this. I know that he's the one I'm meant to be with.
Deep down, I really am glad that he and Adam are hanging out and stuff.
I'm really excited about this weekend. Not only do I get to see my boyfriend, but we also get to walk together for Relay for Life. Sam will be there too, so this will be quite the adventure, ha ha.
...now adam is im-ing me wanting to have me come out with him, so...I'm outtie!
Adam fixed my ring!
Speaking of Adam...I have many things pertaining to Adam in this post. First of all, he fixed my ring last night, YAAAAAAAY. I can now wear it without getting a bad feeling in my stomach. Second of all. He, Christina and I watched "the Amityville Horror" remake. HOLY SHIT. I don't know if it was just the fact that I lived in a haunted house, but holy fucking SHIT. That effected me REAL bad last night...I got back to teh dorm at about 12:30, and stayed up until about 1:30. Actually got to sleep at a little after 3. Woke up at about 4 because of a nightmare. Stayed up and read until about 5:15. Then I didn't get to sleep again until about 6:30, and my alarm woke me up at 9. Goddamn, Adam. Goddamn. Third, I'm slightly frightened that my best guy friend up here and my boyfriend are in cahoots. Apparently they've set up a "play date" for April 1st...Adam and I will meet Brandon at his church, and then we're going rockwall climbing for a while. And depending on how bad the guys pick on me that day (ok, maybe depending on how much time we'll have left after that) I MIGHT take the guys to see 300. Brandon believes that 300 is a chick flick because of all the men running around in leather breifs (yum). He has threatened not to go. We'll see how well that works out, ha ha. But yeah, this is basically a "play date" for the guys, and my only real reason for being there is to make sure they don't kill each other on the rock wall and make sure they don't start too many fires. Oy with the vey.
On another note, I love my boyfriend so much. I felt like such a horrible girlfriend the other night because I called him and had absolutely nothing of relevance to say, and I felt like I was just wasting his time or something. I'm so afraid that he's just going to get bored of me or get fed up with the drama in my life and just leave, but...at the same time, I trust him. More than I've trusted any guy ever. But...with everything that's happened to me in the past and what I've been through, when we're together it's almost too much to bear. I feel like I genuinly don't deserve him. He's everything that I could have ever wanted in a guy and so much more, but at the same time, I don't know what in the world I did that was so good that I get rewarded like this. I know that he's the one I'm meant to be with.
Deep down, I really am glad that he and Adam are hanging out and stuff.
I'm really excited about this weekend. Not only do I get to see my boyfriend, but we also get to walk together for Relay for Life. Sam will be there too, so this will be quite the adventure, ha ha.
...now adam is im-ing me wanting to have me come out with him, so...I'm outtie!