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All right. It seems that I can't do fucking anything right any more. There is so much going on in my life, most of it crap, and when I finally get something that I'm excited about, THIS happens?
You know what? I can't keep fucking EVERYBODY happy. I can't. That's not my job.
I may be a really shitty friend right now, but right now I BARELY have my life under control...you don't know, you have no idea, because maybe I didn't want to burden you with what I'm dealing with...
I'm so sick of this...
So just leave me alone. Everyone. I can't deal with my own drama and then have your disappointments added on top of it.
I'm sorry I'm a shitty friend. I'm going to work on that... digging myself out of the shell I've created, I mean. That's all.
You know what? I can't keep fucking EVERYBODY happy. I can't. That's not my job.
I may be a really shitty friend right now, but right now I BARELY have my life under control...you don't know, you have no idea, because maybe I didn't want to burden you with what I'm dealing with...
I'm so sick of this...
So just leave me alone. Everyone. I can't deal with my own drama and then have your disappointments added on top of it.
I'm sorry I'm a shitty friend. I'm going to work on that... digging myself out of the shell I've created, I mean. That's all.