the eventual truth
so lets see...whats today. October. Time goes by way to fast. I really should start writing in this thing more often. Kinda a predicter to my future so i can recall my feelings and my gut instincts. Right now Zach and I are together. We have been offical for like a little over a month now things are pretty good. Cant complain...I am just putting together this blog so i can know i was right when he cheats. Its going to happen i can feel it in my bones no doubt about it. I will just need to find out...somehow. But i am calling it now. He says that he could never cheat but im not sure if i believe him because hes never been in a relationship let alone a long distance one. We will just see how long this really lasts. i am afraid to get hurt but the way i am looking at it is if i already know it will happen i have prepaired myself in advance for it. He would be stupid to cheat though because we have been on and off for so long and when he tells me he loves me i truely believe it but i just think his penis will get the best of him...sad but true. Cant trust any man these days and i dont plan on starting.