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I've been in a funk lately and I don't like it at all. I miss certain people and am anxious (whether that's good or bad) to see others. Big things are happening to me (i.e., me moving) and it seems perfectly normal. What I thought was a year of tying up loose ends has really just been a year of making them more frayed. I'm living with two girls and a guy right now in a very small apartment, keeping Shabbat, and feel that my life is full of contradictions. Part of me just wants to go back to high school and make the decisions I should have made, but I can't. And that's growing up.
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy. And I'm in a state of love, as usual. It's just directed toward the world now, not a person. Can I write that? You won't make me edit it out like you wanted to?
Don't get me wrong, I'm happy. And I'm in a state of love, as usual. It's just directed toward the world now, not a person. Can I write that? You won't make me edit it out like you wanted to?