chillin
hey! i'm chillin at my sister's right now, my mom is talking to her so i am usin the computer to get caught up on all the latest internet stuff. my dad comes home in 2 days yeah i'm excited. my sister has a wireless keyboard and mouse. its sooo cool. i want one when we get out new computer. so u will never guess who called me! SETH!!! does he not get the picture that i want nothing to do with him. omg!!!!!do i have to write it out for him? i think i might have to write him a letter. i dont know wut to put in the letter that's the problem, i dont want to be mean but i want to get the point across that i want nthing to do with him. if u have any suggestions, please please help me!!!!! i need all the help i gan get. lol. 13 more days of school and i'm a senior can u believe it? i cant lol. wow i've written a lot so far. i'm scared. i dont know why but i am. i just want to feel loved, i'm depressd. i want a boyfriend that wont cheat on me ad will treat me with respect.i need support, i need to know that someone anyone is there for me and will listen to me and not pre-judge me. someone who will actually listen to me instead of pretending to listen and then just saying yes when they don't even know wut i asked. someone who is genuine. is anybody in the world like that anymore? ANYONE??? i need a hug. lol. i really want a boyfreind tho. any guys out there single????? shannon i need advice and u always give christy really good advice,u are a caring sweet person, i want a frindship like u and christy have i want to have a best frind, even if u and christy aren't best friends, i want to have a group of friends like u have, people who have your back no matter what the case is. i need to go to synogogue and pray lol. maybe i will go tonight. i doubt it. i have been driving all day pretty much. yea. well i'm gonna go i'll write again later whenever i get a chance to get on the computer again! THANK U AMY FOR ALWAY BEIN THERE U KNOW I GOT UR BACK GURL!