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Its finally spring break, and i m so happy. I went froma tight size 17 pants to like a loose 13 shirt...i m so happy, i got some more clothes the other day and my computer. Everything is getting better i don't feel like my life is worthless and i am just a huge fat blob that walks around. I hope i can get a new tennis racket this thursday so i can start practicing a little bit before we start doing it in gym, because i was on the JV team and i don't wanna look gay in front of everyone. But i know i will. =). Well yesterday we are in gym and this pot smoking dumb mornic ugly bastard and i go after the volleyball, he gets to it first and goes, umm don't run u might fall on my and crush me or something." UGGHH i walked away i wanted to say "Umm well u kno at least i m not a potsmoking idiot who is dumb enough to fall on wood." but i didn't because I don't have to say stuff like that to people he says one more thing to me though he dies right there. Then today this girl from my first hour is walking up the stairs, and i m in a very good mood, but ig uess she isn't, so she is walking SLOW up the stairs and i m like right on her, she just won't go faster, and i talked to people on my way up u kno, so she just won't walk fast and when she brought her foot up my bag accidentally got hit on her foot if she had been wlaking faster it wouldn't have happened. So she goes "OMG GET THE FUCK OFF MY ASS I M ABOUT TO FREAK OUT!" So i m like backing away from her i don't wanna deal with her at all and i don't know nething about her so i couldn't say stuff to her but i wish i had at least stuck up for myself and been like "hey chill u were walking slow, and just because ur in a bad mood doesn't mean u need to make everyone else feel the same way." but i didn't. Lunch was fun we had the continueing Veggie Fairy TAles, Billy goats gruff today. HAHA the green pepper was the pediflic troll under the bridge.
I think my friend is mad at me or just dones't wanna deal with me anymore. I don't know what i did but i guess she just hates me.
So there are two boys, one is at my school the other isn't. Both are gorgeous only like oppisite of each other, i like them both but nethier will ask me out or nething. I kno the one from my school won't because he is hott and can have ne girl in the world. But the other is just a sweet heart and i m trying to talk to him more and hang out with him because he is so sweet and i would really love it if he were to be my boyfriend or soemthing. Because he is just cute and i really like him. It all gay but i want a boy. i dunno whatever.
I think my friend is mad at me or just dones't wanna deal with me anymore. I don't know what i did but i guess she just hates me.
So there are two boys, one is at my school the other isn't. Both are gorgeous only like oppisite of each other, i like them both but nethier will ask me out or nething. I kno the one from my school won't because he is hott and can have ne girl in the world. But the other is just a sweet heart and i m trying to talk to him more and hang out with him because he is so sweet and i would really love it if he were to be my boyfriend or soemthing. Because he is just cute and i really like him. It all gay but i want a boy. i dunno whatever.