Jan 12, 2007 21:28
It sucks not having time to update this. There's days when i really need to rant, but when i get home I have no time. Overall, life's been pretty good.
I haven't even made new year's resolutions yet, so here they are:
1) get back onto my low-carb diet. I haven't been following it as much as I should be since the summer, and I feel gross.
2) actually use the total gym. My mom didn't buy it to take up space.
3) I really want to learn how to sew.
4) Care more about my classes so I don't blow my valedictorian spot.
5) Do my Gold Award stuff.
6) Pick a college.
My birthday is in two days, and I've been thinking a lot lately. I've been alive for 17 years now, and what have I done? Have I made a difference in some1's life? Have I helped more people than I hurt? ...I dunno. I just hope my life have a positive affect on people around me. I want to be that person who some1 says "wow, even some1 I don't know cares about me"
I sound corny, but I don't care. When it comes down to it, that's what really matters in life anyway.
Delores' mother died. It's so sad. She always talked to me about what was going on because I was there and se needed someone. I really hope I'll be able to make it to the wake. I'd go to the funeral too, but I don't think my parents will let me out of school for it.