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[allyp013]

i went to the paintball shop today with cayla and got offered a job i might go for it if i dont talk to the ppl at whales tale if i was to take the job at the paintball place i'd be making pretty good money and i could start saturday. so this might be tough.. todays been a long day ive only smoked half a cig. today im so proud of myself me and cayla split one at the river today. me her joey and mikie are attempting to quit we came up with that conclusion last night .. haha i was in a bitch ass mood all day i was dieing well i still am dieing for a cigarette omg i was flipping out like mad crazzy on everyone but then joey came over .. and after having to kick mikie out of my room a million times we had sex twice ... it was deffinetly really good sex too .. lol im actually sore!! ouch but any ways things are getting pretty serious with us<3 i talked to kevin today i actually pimped out his myspace jp i just added a video to it .. i talked to him online for a while and i didnt fall back into my little i love kevin hole .. this is it guys im not in love with him anymore .. ha!!! its wierd i usually cry when i really think about it but now i just smile i dont feel empty anymore .. he fixed it .. kevin fixed it he said what i didnt want to hear but needed too anmd now im healing .. alot quicker.. thank you kevin :)

well my boyfriends on so i think im gunna go talk to him ill update this mother fucka later ..
peace<3 *