Sep 29, 2005 13:19
im a lil worried that things will go wrong and i wont be able to get my car. i need to have answers by tomorrow and the fuckin bank is being retarded about doin the financing. ugh. i hate stress. i do not deal with it very good. it WILL be the death of me, i swear to god.
o and on the plus side...today my social psych professor gave us extra points simply for writing on a piece of paper who we think will win the world series...yankees?? haha. sweet.
i feel like i havent done shit since my accident except go to school and work. however i did do lunch with jen and movies with sarah and then last nite i went to the mall. however..this is the course of over a week. eeekkk... its like my freedom has been taken away not having a car. fuck it.
at least my dad is making things easier..on me...and i use the term easier very loosely. yes things suck but they could be alot worse. like he put the deposit on my car so noone else could buy it cause it was the last one they had. and he is payin the differnce of what the insurance company isnt payin on my loan now. the past week and half i have become somewhat of a daddys girl. and i never have been so its kinda weird. i almost had to drive the durango again. hell no. but bc my mom loves me she took it and i still have her car. thank god.
its very windy out today and now i need to redo my hair cause its messed up.
my coffee this mornin had WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY to much sugar in it.
i must work at 3 today.
i HATE work.
i have to write a paper, that i have been puttin off for 2 weeks. GO ME!!
i miss him. and need to talk to him. :) :)
stress has caused me to lose 6 pounds in a week. AWESOME i plan on losin more
thats it
bye