nothing seems to be the way it used to, everything seems so shallow..
ever realize that things wont work out, no matter how badly you want them to? ugh. i keep thinkin about this guy (of course im havin guy issues). i was crazy about him from the first day i met him, which was about 5 or so months ago. hes great. but lately ive realized that i dont think things will work. i got the feelin a bit ago, so this past week i decided to try something. everytime he was online, i would say nothing to him to see if he would say nething to me..NOTHING :-( i dont get any phone calls nemore, or anything. ick. it breaks my heart. we have plans for later this week, but im tempted to tell him to forget about it cause i cant stand anymore hurt. ugh. i dont kno what to do.
anyways, enough rant..sorry for that...
friday i did nothin but hang out with jen. we went out to lunch and then went back to her house. hung around, made dinner and then took nik to wilson park to play. saturday we took nik to the zoo. had lots of fun, i love giraffes HAHAHAH..but then i had to go to work and that was no fun. yesterday me and icky vicky went to get icecream after work and then i had a cravin for pizza so i brought home a pizza for me and my daddy hahaha
school tomorrow. ugh. but i only gotta work 2 more days this week!!! wed and thurs, and thats it for the week. thank fuckin god. haha..5 days til my bday...well technically now its 4. w00t w00t.
anyways its bed time for this babe..
tata
anyways, enough rant..sorry for that...
friday i did nothin but hang out with jen. we went out to lunch and then went back to her house. hung around, made dinner and then took nik to wilson park to play. saturday we took nik to the zoo. had lots of fun, i love giraffes HAHAHAH..but then i had to go to work and that was no fun. yesterday me and icky vicky went to get icecream after work and then i had a cravin for pizza so i brought home a pizza for me and my daddy hahaha
school tomorrow. ugh. but i only gotta work 2 more days this week!!! wed and thurs, and thats it for the week. thank fuckin god. haha..5 days til my bday...well technically now its 4. w00t w00t.
anyways its bed time for this babe..
tata